Is anyone agrophobic? Like not just feeling scared or anxious but just have some sort of genuine repulsion to it from time to time in some capacity. I don't know if agoraphobia is the right word but sometimes when I am out in public I feel a really different sense of repulsion. It's not anxious, it's not being scared, it's not anger. It's not even the kind of disgust you feel towards garbage food or smell but one that feels like sexual repulsion(atleast there is some element to it). Not as being ugly or something like that but just seeing a horde of humans(not everytime) gets me some kind feeling that I can't really describe. And sometimes this feeling gets amplified when I am wearing pants or jeans. Sometimes just thinking about these situations gets me a bit repulsed. I can't even seem to wear pants in my own home when I am thinking about that(not everytime). This feeling started to develop I think in 1st year of college and reached it's peak around early 3rd year. It got so bad that sonetimes I would actively bring my pajamas(the bottom) and a comfy T shirt in my bag, wear the college uniform throughout the day and immediately change my uniform with them when all of my classes were over. Even wearing the socks were a bit repulsive. Even now I can't seem to drive comfortably without wearing shorts or trousers. Has anyone ever felt a tad bit similar to this?

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But it's also me.