dear alan,
i hate you but i really like you at the same time. i think you like me, but not that much, which makes me really sad. im being selfish because youve spent a bunch on me, and done a bunch for me. i should be happy with the way things are but i wish you would be a bit more serious about me. i understand its hard to get over your ex. she is just some random whore from poland, and i am much cuter and so much more fun too. so i dont understand. at the end of the day, i feel like ive always been your last choice. im always here, day and night, but im being put on a shelf always. same with the girl that you let live with you, you say you dont like her but i know that no logical person would let that happen otherwise. i dont know how to feel about you. i like you, but when i think about the things that youve done: i hate you. i feel so shut off from you. why dont you commit to doing things for me, with me? its always someone else ahead of me in the queue even though ive been waiting for years.i never ever ever did anything wrong to you, but you insist on staying by the side of people who clearly dont care much for you. things will work out, i have been here from the beginning and i will be here hopefully until the end too. im waking up everyday really sad. i feel like, you just dont consider me as an option because i am much younger than you. but we get eachother, we have always been close and we have both changed over the years, and seen eachother change. i have so much on my mind when i think of you but i dont know what to do. i dont wanna talk about it, and if you somehow see this: then you lied about not being here in years, so apologize grr. im half kidding, but i feel lost and wish you would be a bit more transparent with me. still, im ok with being this way forever if this is really how you want it to be. historians say we were close friends

sincerely, c

20 male
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