5-year repper(?) here still questioning. I've come to the conclusion that the only people who actually have severe dysphoria (and are therefore 100% trans, obviously people can be whatever they want but I don't want to do something and regret it) are those with bad physical dysphoria, i.e. suicidal when looking in the mirror type.
But I can't tell if I actually have physical dysphoria or if the way I feel is just a result of social isolation and spending all my time with guys because of autism. Most of the time looking at myself is just 'ok whatever' and although I don't feel that it is me, it's not something sickening. When I've had particularly bad phases I have cried a few times over feminine physical characteristics but that may have just been self-imposed.
The only things I can attribute to (maybe) being physical dysphoria is that since I was a child I have been *incredibly* uncomfortable with the entire idea of pregnancy since it terrified me, as well as being overly conscious of the fact I have a womb sometimes and wishing I could rip it out. As for my external characteristics, I don't actually care that much. I remember that I couldn't imagine how people have sex because I really hated the idea of showing someone my body, I ended up doing it and I was pretty dissociated, though I didn't feel sick or anything. I prefer hiding my chest, but seeing it doesn't really bother me.

Sorry for the long post. I'm genuinely lost and any thoughts are appreciated.