>really good mod for videogame
>it's transparently extreme fetish-themed even though the mechanics would be great without that
>can't share it or even stream it to friends

God damn it.

>supportive parents
hahaha

>What do I like about autism?
Being able to mentally grasp all the moving parts of my hyperfocus. Like I get so pinpoint on a thing that it becomes a big-picture view of all the details.

Also an inherent rejection of advertisement and propaganda. It all feels incredibly transparent.