Thread 101856032

Bumbum of Fate Edition
This thread is to discuss /vt/‘s very own Kiki.

>LATEST STREAM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0rpcbFCD3s4

>Who is Kiki?
Kiyomi Pyon-Pyon, or Kiki for short is an adorable autistic Aussie chuuba. She's a wicked bright, and super sweet girl with a passion for animals and her champyons!
https://youtu.be/1vjStYtGkJs

>Carrd
https://kikipyonpyon.carrd.co/

>Merch (Daki, Fumo, Keychains, Kiki Kup)
https://diipoo.com/shop/kiki-daki/
https://www.capippalisttradeguild.com/kiki-pyonpyon-collab
https://waifuwares.co.uk/products/waifu-wares-kiki-pyon-pyon-shaker-limited-editionpre-order

>Danboorus, Aggie, & /i/ thread (Art/Fan Content)
https://pyon.website
https://booru.rabbalabs.com/
https://magma.com/d/IvDNuNCy7I
Previous Aggies: https://pyon.website/pools/1
>>>/i/723670

>Newest Cover: Duvet – Boa (MV)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=24K-LkEhLqk

>ASMR Collection, Voicepacks, AI LoRAs, and Champ Fan Creations
https://rentry.org/7uqu8mvq

>/pyon/ Cytube (Community Watchalongs):
https://stream.rabbalabs.com/r/pyon

>Kiki Notifications RSS feed w/ instructions
https://rabbalabs.com/rss/feed.xml
https://pastebin.com/nGsaGEZh

>Misc. Rabbalabs links (timestamp tagger, VOD search, /pyon/ archive)
https://rabbalabs.com/tagger/
https://rabbalabs.com/vods/
https://rabbalabs.com/pyondex/

>/pyon/craft server
https://rentry.org/pyoncraftguide

>Recent Stream Highlights
https://youtu.be/axT4-cycuUM
https://youtu.be/RXOwh81MG2Y
https://youtu.be/9e8lTnXqeLg
https://youtu.be/_o8d_LuFBGM
https://youtu.be/VOC0tEQHqEA
https://youtu.be/YSHbFypMk2k
https://youtu.be/kbc874CRl5I
https://youtu.be/B14bdotu7-s

>Clip channels
https://www.youtube.com/@ihatenamez/videos
https://www.youtube.com/@GeminiCricket/videos
https://www.youtube.com/@kikiclipsYT/videos

>Emergency Gosling Resources
https://pastebin.com/L3aSUSFa

>Related places
>>>/vt//freak/ >>>/vt//vrt/ >>>/vt//uoh/

>Last thread
>>101782827

>>101856032 (OP)
KIKI LOVE

>>101856032 (OP)
hubba hubba ToT

>>101856032 (OP)
Skedge

Kiki Love!

>>101856032 (OP)
uoh

>>101856112
I get that, but think about how it feels to be a new champy and to fall in love with you and get not much back. They were never around for when you were more lovey-dovey and so they never had the chance to develop the same bond with you that the old champs did.

GIGI OLVE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VxtJ5wdkf70
womb

>>101856669
understand what? I don't get it

>>101856685
search for 'autism hat'

>>101856745
don't dox me like that

>>101856745
Champy would definitely wear one of those

>>101856906
And Kiki would wear one of these

>>101857905
I wish I had a hat like that

>>101857920
Only $16

>the chat
see what i mean about the audience looking to relate to this stream?

https://x.com/carrotcottagerr/status/1940432818590658610
can't believe they would dox kiki like this

>>101858310
WTF

>>101858310
wow Kiki is a cutie

>>101858310
kiki if she real

>>101858310
should we report this as doxxing?

>>101860014
elon is rabcist he won't do shit about it

>>101858310
wow she's so elegant

i wish i could be the way kiki needs me to be
i try i really do
but my brain isnt wired that way.. its hard
i love her...

>>101860573
no menhera allowed, she wants you to be happy

>>101860573
I feel the same way

I rest

nini, I try to sleep

>>101863847
>>101863876
nini

just be like this

>>101864486
i refuse to be an elf. im gnome-pilled to the max

>>101856032 (OP)
hiff hiff

Just walkin on by

Kiki love

lotta croutons last bread..

>>101866353
Put them in da salad

>>101864676
humble crown

>>101866353
there was a summons issued by the crouton queen herself

I've been fasting and I keep thinking about Kiki's baking

>>101870188
I feel like he leans a bit too hard on rabbit being some weird exotic meat, like maybe it's not as common as beef or chicken but still with the way he led into it I thought he was going to be eating dog meat or something.

>>101870188
>>101870193
>>101870408
Why do you want to make Kiki sad? She's already having a tough enough time with it as it is without you posting things that you know will upset her.
Kiki, if you read this in time DONT OPEN THAT TWITTER LINK!!! YOU MIGHT NOT EVER BE ABLE TO BUILD UP THE NERVE TO EAT AGAIN UF YOU DO!!!

>>101870909
I mean Kiki isn't some naive sheltered child, she knows people eat rabbits, and she has probably seen more animals die firsthand than almost any of us due to her vet work. I don't think she particularly likes seeing or thinking about that stuff, but it's not like it's going to traumatize her either, most likely she'll just think the guy posting it was an asshole and move on.

Procrastinators rejoice!
We've thrown you a bone and extended the plushie sale for one more week!

Want a cute lil Kiki plushie to sit on your desk, bed, or anywhere else? Buy one today!
https://www.capippalisttradeguild.com/product/kiki-pyonpyon-15cm-plushie-pre-order-/262

>>101870909
Huh? I posted the schnazztrillon champys art without even seeing the link. It had nothing to do relating to that kek

You ever want to wrap your lips around a piece of Kiki merchandise in public without getting weird looks from folks around you?
Well now you can, with your very own Kiki Waifu Cup!
If you ever thought Kiki's style is whack, not to worry! Change the color of Kiki's clover and carrot with whatever liquid you fill your cup with!
Get yours today!
https://waifuwares.co.uk/products/waifu-wares-kiki-pyon-pyon-shaker-limited-editionpre-order

As an added bonus, if you don't find your country in the list of shipping areas, feel free to ask WaifuWares to add your country to the list and they'll happily oblige!

>>101871444
>Champy Afraid
>Gets trips of death
Be careful out there

>>101870993
>>101871017
If I could afford to buy more I would! Imagine a whole pile of Kiki fumos on your bed...

>>101872434
>>101872441
>>101872453
Lovely little man

>>101870868
soon

full of autistic thoughts

Has Neppie's dad ever appeared on stream before?

>>101874005
this is a kiki thread...

>>101874005
go make /silly/ or something like that if you want free discussion about any of them

>>101874133
nta but i think thats a good idea

Ready 4 Rab!

>>101874133
>>101874197
I thought silly girls was born out of an existing thread /uoh/?

rrrrraba

Feeling extra humble today

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VxtJ5wdkf70
LIVE!

LIVE!

https://youtu.be/VxtJ5wdkf70
https://youtu.be/VxtJ5wdkf70
https://youtu.be/VxtJ5wdkf70

im autistic and so can you!

tism speaks

Hey Giggles. I'm the Champy that got diagnosed autistic after talking about it with you a bit. Thanks for doing this stream specifically for me. :^)

>>101874760
you caught autism from her?

>>101874835
kek, sure.

Nah I'd just been suspecting for a long time and talking with Kiki through here motivated me to get seriously checked out. Got diagnosed several months later.

ass burgers...

>ass burgers
OH YEAH

I would eat Kikis ass burgers

Putting it here too for permanence

When you get an Aspergers diagnosis, they say Congratulations. Autism, Especially Aspergers isn't considered a bad thing, just a different thing.

I'll never know. I refuse to get diagnosed with anything since it limits my career prospects.

The fictional character I relate with most as an autistic person is Laios from Dungeon Meshi. The autistic hyperfixation, the tunnel vision for your passions, the disconnect from the people around you, having to learn social cues as a technical skill rather than a felt notion, etc.

It's worth mentioning, when your parents tell people you have autism/aspergers before you meet them, it's not your parents trying to embarrass you.

>feeling creepy, being touchy-feely
Yeah I feel that intensely. Do you ever get the physical sensation that you need to be in contact with someone?

Oxytocin is the chemical that releases when you're touched or experience other forms of intimacy, and autistic people seem to have a dysfunction with it. Some people report nasal aerosol oxytocin treats their autism symptoms.

Maybe we just all need hugs.

Kiki is the "i've made my choice where I look" kind of guy

I have trouble with eye contact, do I autism?

imagine being named assburger

>>101875659
nah u have trauma

mfw used autism and sperg casually for 20 years and then got diagnosed myself

i have trouble making eye contact because im too busy staring at kiki's bum

>>101875769
consequences

>>101875806
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1dWjKkF0Zi4
CONSEQUENCES

>>101875659
>>101875761
nta. i think i had an inferiority complex as a kid because i was poor and had a bad family situation, so yes trauma in my case

she loves me

Being a vet requires getting dressed and leaving the house.

>>101876182
thats the worst part

meems

>>101876182
>getting dressed
i think she should definitely avoid that

jerry bean

I wanna didididi Kiki

Has Kiki ever slipped and accidentally doxed Little Man or Little Lady?

I wanna kiss your booboos

Kiki.. you're hurting my wife..

When I can't do anything like use a weighted blanket, I just put on the heaviest sweater I can.

>>101856032 (OP)
front view ToT

I want to give Kiki a hug

Do you experience intense intolerance for frustration? I burn out rapidly and catastrophically on any task that doesn't go well.

>>101876852
i think this is canon except that pic came first and the OP was a request from it IIRC

Maybe I should try making myself as comfortable as possible then. It's hard when you've got chronic pain to feel good about doing anything. I usually just try to power through but it's clearly not working.

I think food might actually be one of my special interests. I got really into cooking and parts of my brain won't wake up until I've tasted something strong in the morning. I'm probably sensation-seeking, too. I really like food.

>>101876969
yup saw the OP and it reminded me of the original before it

Pineapple fucking HURTS. It's so acidic I've had that loose white skin come off the roof of my mouth after eating it.

>>101877370
pineapple is made of needles

>>101877413
Pine needles?

>>101876969
>>42390524
just for the heck of it i found the thread

Phimosischamps she hates us

Clothes that feel like armor feel nice. I never have occasion to wear one, but when I'm in a full suit I feel like I'm more centered and stable. It's like a weighted blanket you can wear.

Do you ever wear V-neck shirts with a deep cleavage?

>>101877489
>Kiki
>cleavage
Anon...

>>101877438
nah pineapples are like fiberglass at a microscopic level

Kiki with spats is canon?

>suspect I might be sensitive to textile texture
>all clothes feel the same because I'm too hairy to feel whatever I'm wearing

I like how Kiki says Aspergers

she likes to talk a lot

I thought people on the bread had ESL tier reading comprehension, then I started interacting with people on the silly girl dc.

>reciprocal conversation
fuckin

my cousin is like this. he will respond to a single emote with, no exaggeration, 4 pages of unbroken stream of consciousness text that was clearly half-yelled into his phone with voice-to-text

kiki is being very cute this stream. I like cute and silly gigi

>>101877888
I am significantly better IRL then when typing

>>101877888
All of my family are like this, especially my brother he would stand in my doorway and talk for like an hour straight without me saying a word, and if I had other stuff to do something I would like gradually start closing the door to hint to him to wrap it up but he'd just keep talking as if he didn't even notice even as the door was only open a tiny little crack

Kiki asks chatters to be a good whore

>>101878029
Timeout the manwhores, gigi

told you this would attract tourists. tourists with autism

that was a good display of autism kiki
well done

huh.... suddenly i'm reminded of my ex gf...

I remember a long time ago my first exposure to autism in women was some very autistic woman on youtube where all of her videos were her stripping naked out of various outfits while being autistic. It was a different time on youtube so that kind of stuff was allowed back then.

>>101877722
I'm a bit of an ass-purger myself

>>101878098
kek

My family keep trying to diagnose me even though I've never been formally diagnosed it's like fuck offffff

>you merely adopted the autism
>i was born in the tism, molded by it

Gender is a social construct

>>101878216
It's not as bad as it seems.
If you're Austistic/Aspergers and your special interest has use in a certain field, you'll very likely outshine others in that same field who don't hold the same passion as you do, which will potentially make you an exceptional asset in a job that puts that special interest of yours to good use.

>>101878347
It used to really upset me when I was younger because I only knew one kid with Aspergers and he was the very obnoxious kind of sperg that everyone hated and I didn't want to be seen like that. Now that I'm older I don't really care that much.

i remember seeing somewhere that some people who kept acting as if they were autistic or some other nero problem on social media then got so used to being like that and developed some degree of actual problems

based on facts kiki

>Facts don't care about your feelings
-Champy's yearbook quote

>>101878401
Neuroplasticity can unironically work this way. It probably isn't the 'real' autism but it will still fuck up your neural pathways and you might end up stuck in that behavioral loop as a matter of burnt-in habit.

Is Kiki a yandere

>>101878526
No, she said she wasn't

>Bestie King-of-the-Hill
Autistic codependence is a PvP enterprise.

>>101878526
She's a rabbit

>>101878526
don't believe her lies

clothing tags on shirts or jackets disturb my hairy back

Are autists hornier than neurotypicals?

>supportive parents
hahaha

>What do I like about autism?
Being able to mentally grasp all the moving parts of my hyperfocus. Like I get so pinpoint on a thing that it becomes a big-picture view of all the details.

Also an inherent rejection of advertisement and propaganda. It all feels incredibly transparent.

>>101878671
The opposite

is it just me or are all these resources ONLY about tism women?
was this a section specifically about women?

>>101878630
me too, holy shit.
It should be mandatory that all the shit they put on the tags just get printed in the shirt itself instead of being put on a tag.
>>101878706
Well, she was on an article that focuses on Autism in Females, so..

I'm the opposite, I feel like I'm the NPC. Sometimes I question whether I'm a conscious, sentient being at all, or whether I'm just a soulless automaton responding automatically to whatever stimuli is in front of me.

>>101878500
sometimes I wonder whether I gave myself depression in this manner or if it's actually legit.

>>101878703
Are you sure? Autistic ppl seem pretty into degen shit.

Yeah there's something about being autistic that makes you pay attention more. I don't know if it's the autism itself or a survival mechanism we develop due to the difficulties of autism. It's like most people are sleepwalking or going with the flow to the point of being numb. I don't really click with a person being 'real' until I see them go into their own hyperfocus and I see the light in their eyes come on. It's then that I know there's someone in there.

I want to become Kiki. I want to live her life.

Me_IRL

>>101878767
But they have less actual sex

>>101878745
well, you're both. consciousness/sentience is just a complicated manifestation of all of that.

I want to become the "I want to become Kiki. I want to live her life." Champy. I want to live his life.

>>101878828
>into degen shit but has no sex
oh fug maybe I am autistic after all

>>101878745
you probably have ADHD mixed with autism

>>101878879
Welcome, friend.
>>>/d/

>>101878828
>>101878879
I'm high libido but a literal wizard.

Is it bad that I fantasize about beating the shit out of Kiki as she's lying on the floor crying and bleeding

>>101878918
She does too.

I love numbers and values of numbers

Do you tend to save up your poop until it comes out as a huge log at the end of the week stretching your bumhole to the breaking point on the way out?

sometimes I can just turn off myself and become a zombie. I barely remember what happened or what I did at work

>>101878918
Welcome bro. We like Kiki too
>>101775299

>>101878993
every time I'm in an unpleasant situation I dissociate like crazy and it works quite well

>>101879000
KEK I love that OP

umm based?

ngl, two faced girls can be really hot in a bitchy way

yeah that's the reason that so many people get so paranoid and schizo about vtuber tweets and shit

Womens' insistence on reading more into everything and then acting on what you didn't say as though it were true and trying to hold you accountable for the meaning they themselves imagined makes dealing with them from the perspective of a man very similar to navigating a paranoid schizophrenic. I cannot express how much more peace of mind there is when it's just the bros. Women will see this and decide men are 'simple' like we're the problem.

it's the entertainment industry, it really attracts those types

>>101879158
I'd fuck men if I could

Do you ever do sexual stuff together with the silly girls?

>>101879158
dealing with kiki has raised my emotional intelligence tenfold for this reason

>>101879158
>I had a dream about you cheating on me, how dare you!

>>101879210
important question

getting beaten awake by Kiki because she had a nightmare that Champy was cheating on her uoh

>>101879158
I think a lot of it is an age thing. At my old job I worked with mostly old ladies and they were chill as fuck.

>>101879280
I used to date a cougar and she would talk about this actually, how younger women irritated her because of all their stupid games

Men seem simpler socially until you ask one to try and articulate the Bro Code, what it is, why it exists, and what's at stake if it breaks down. We are rule-setters as a matter of violence-preventing society-builders. If you stack ten thousand Bro Code standards, you get law.

Saw a series called Womansplaining men to women, which is a woman explaining to other women some universal tips and tricks about living with a dude.

What if I hate myself

>>101879478
don't worry Champy, we love you

we can both die together

same kiki

"Fuck the world, live for yourself and die alone!"

-Kiki Pyon Pyon, 2025

even after everything it's still you

>>101879429
true, bro code is men realizing the world is impossibly hard for us, so we team together to make it easy for us to all succeed. A rising tide lifts all boats

to be fair society is becoming so atomized that most people are going to die alone.

what if I want to kill myself.

>>101879557
At least I have my cats, hopefully my corpse can provide them some comfort and nutrition after I go

>>101879606
I used to really feel like that a lot of the time, and I guess what eventually dragged me out of it was just the idea that like, I can always die, eventually it's going to happen whether I want to or not, and there's no real reason to rush it either. This is the only chance I get to live, so I might as well make the most of it.

cope

>>101879552
camus' existential solidary. life is without purpose, but here we are all in this together

I trade shitcoins on /biz/. Suicide is an ever present acquaintance.

What are Kiki's thoughts about champs dating each other? I remember another vtuber getting mad when she found out it was happening in her community.

Downer? I 'ardly know 'er!

>>101879732
Why would you even get mad people are being happy together?

>>101879732
...

>>101879732
why R U gey?

To live is Christ, to die is gain.

>>101879732
idc what Kiki says.
I'll throw dates at fellow champs

>>101879666
ogey satan thanks

>>101879761
>>101879774
I could hook up with a femchamp like Harby

wow kiki you're right!
i will keep on living!
WOOOHOOO

zoinks giggey

>>101879806
disgusting

>>101879830
There's atleast one femchamp that Kiki would not like Champy dating

>>101879606
https://youtu.be/p0xy-LoDi94
>the game of life is hard to play
>I'm going to lose it anyway
>the losing card I'll someday lay
>so this is all I have to say
>suicide is painless
>it brings on many changes
>and I can or leave it if I please

this animal inspires joy

I want to domesticate and put a little hat on Kiki.

>>101879971
My dad used to play this song in his saxophone

Ballerina Capuccina

>>101879949
isn't she a super lesbian?

>>101879949
I discovered by accident that a certain champ is a girl and it got me shook

Kiki I want you to picture vividly this image in your head right now: That warthog but with two erect penises in place of its tusks

>>101880043
>new Kingdom Hearts Heartless design

>>101880025
There is atleast 1 femchampy vtuber

>>101880033
stop fucking lying. there is no actual women on the internet unless they stream. everyone else is an Indian trying to scam you.

...I'm craving bacon now.

I was visited by a rab again

look at this rabbit wow

hmm?

>>101880210
the rabbit knows much that you do not, it would be foolish to trifle with it

>makes a sermon about life is worth living or whatever
>fawns over animals that constantly need culling otherwise they make life hard for every other living being around them.

There's some kind of deeper meaning here, I'm sure.

>>101880230
waow that sheep is me when kiki makes cute autism sounds

>>101880313
yet even in the face of mass death, they still persist

If you want pure dopamine, look up videos of baby goats.

>>101880363
i think your dog has autism

>>101880363
cute cat

look at this pink rabbit

God's own kusogaki coming through.

not warthogs but have some baby goats

Walllace

this could be us kiki but you playin'

what do you think of this rabbit?

ham-ha

Undocumented command input discovered.

>>101880427
I-want-to-take-a-bath-with-you

>>101880618
is that real?

vtubers used to make me happy

I have several but the one I meme on about the most is encyclopedic knowledge of Megaman lore.

military equipment from Middle Ages to Modern day

>>101880665
things were great until normies got involved.

I just smoke weed

Should we add the discord link to the OP?

>>101880847
I wish I could enjoy it but it just makes me paranoid and swing back and forth between hallucinating and being hyper self-aware

>>101880805
ah, a fellow /m/an of destiny

yeah I was the treb autist. cool that you like them to now. also good job on beating ornstein and smough. that is known as the first real boss of dark souls which proves you are at least decent at souls games.

Kiki needs a big smooch to get those lips moisturized.

eeeeeeeehhhhh

>>101880905
Hell no

Nooooo I can't afford a Kiki fumo because I spent all my money on Kiki fumos

>>101880986
rookie mistake

>>101880905
I'm still not sure what to think of the discord. Sure its fun talking to non Champys but it feels like all Kiki/Champy specific discourse should be here first and maybe cross posted there if important. IDK~

>poorfag supreme
>all kinds of limited time stuff coming out this year

>>101881050
I definitely do feel like we should keep this as the core of the community

>>101881058
only Kiki

I wish kiki cared about me as much as I loved her

>>101881087
Kiki cares, you goose

>>101881079
>got a kiki version of this image before I ever found out what it's from

fair trade

Humble reminder: https://files.catbox.moe/ayewwd.mp4

No matter what happens, there will always be a rabbit out there who loves and accepts you with all of her heart.

There's been some pretty inorganic baitposting aimed at upsetting Kiki for half the thread. Obviously trying to target things that upset her.

every day when I'm working I constantly think about all the things I wish and want to do for you and Champys

>>101881174
Maybe there are real champs that actually feel that way. Have you ever thought of that?

nod replacable

>>101881288
>only 5.5gb
rookie #'s

>>101881280
kek, you're funny.
Real champs wouldn't upset her

I think about Kiki a lot and love her, but I believe things would be easier if I knew her IRL.

Oh who am I kidding, I'd fuck up even worse with her IRL lol

>>101881319
give him time

>>101881319
well if it helps these are the things i have personally created

>>101881384
humbl

Kiki's stories kind of remind of when my school pressured my parents to get me checked for ADD/ADHD. It was becoming a huge thing at the time, and my boomer dad and SEA mom treated it like an insult and a potentially debilitating terminal illness. As a 10yo I picked up this and did everything I could to convince the doctor I was normal. The whole doctor's visit my mom was more cross, stern, and standoffish than I'd ever seen her, and she used to flip from happily conversing on the phone to hissing through her teeth brandishing a slipper, so if that doesn't paint the air of the room, idk what else can. In the end I passed but to this day I know I have never beenike the other kids. I played by myself. I still walk on my tiptoes when alone. I take the same roads as the first time I learned the directions even if a faster route is available. I might be an incredibly functional autistic or mildly Asperger's, idk I always just treated them as retarded growing up because I had friends and wasn't ugly and had sex
As an adult I feel more I'm common than /rk9/ than anything else. Thanks for reading my blog kiki olive!

UNSPEAKABLE VIOLENCE

>>101881418
awwww

Kiki did you see that you were Doxed here?
>>101858310

>>101881418
why do they hate cats so much

no matter how much you love kiki or how much you do to show her your love it will never mean anything in the end. you are just a number on a screen to her and you will always just be a number. she isn't your or my wife. she is just a streamer. you will save yourself a lot of heartbreak the sooner you realize this.

Is it true Kiki will post her puff if she hits 30k this year

>>101881468
Ok thanks for letting us know, you can leave now.

>>101881470
and play Kings Field

>>101881468
back to >>101877373 for you

>>101881470
Puffy vulva?

>>101881470
this has been confirmed by Kiki herself

>>101881384
>100% kiki face edits

>>101881440
hello mr hurricane

I would rather you showed cunny than kings field desu

>>101881468
Can't hear you over your hololive graduation queue

>>101881514
moighte be a few

>>101881468
thanks for this demonstration of autism

>>101881542
I was a champy. and don't worry kiki I will probably kill myself in a couple weeks maybe a few

>>101881600
God that's a good editing job.

autism speaks

Did you know that a woman in high heels actually exerts more pressure on a floor than an elephant?

>>101881612
Name yourself so I can see whether or not I should care

>>101881654
thats a HUGE BITCH

>>101881528
>what's wrong with that? That doesn't sound like a problem to me. I don't know?

I want to crawl inside Kiki's vagina and die in there

Freedom Fries was a psyop they tried to push as a way to socially punish France for abstaining from joining the "War on Terror" in the early 00s.

>>101881612
actually, I don't care who you are.
Don't kill yourself.
>>101881745
Yeah, don't kill yourself.

>>101881612
Ok but coming back here to vent your grievances day after day is fucking cringe, nobody else cares. If you don't want to be a champy anymore then fuck off, you don't need to explain yourself to us or try to ruin other people's time, that's just being an asshole.

>>101881612
>I was
why are you still here if you're not one any longer? do you think constantly trying to guilt-trip Kiki with threats of suicide serves any purpose whatsoever?

i am really disappointed that you're taking this long and attention whoring this much about it. we had like 5 champs have the exact same menhera episode and none of us were THIS bad about it

>>101881834
it wouldn't be the first time

>>101881895
specifically threatening suicide is very female behavior

>>101881895
The worst part is if he actually was a champ then he's surely seen other people go through this same exact song and dance before, probably thought to himself what an asshole those people were being, and then turned around to do it himself anyway. Talk about lack of self-awareness.

my kind of rain music
https://youtu.be/ysPtBjY8o_A?list=PLLDf8Bnp1K1Kkk3Kbepm9UamqHjMZlgsb

GET THESE NIGGERS OF MY THREAD

>>101881954
My Risky brother. Here's some good rain music.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UHuddAZ5b0E

shes trying so hard to ignore these posts

>>101881988
I'm so proud of her for learning

>>101881834
stop taking the bait. He's goading kiki to have an emotional reaction because he knows she's real compared to grifters and is taking advantage of it. Because he's empty inside

>stream about autism
>detours into Undertale/Deltarune plot
No, I think this is pretty on-topic.

t. fellow lore autist.

>>101881988
She's come so far

>>101882029
think she would larch onto TeS lore if we tried?

>>101881931
Damn, I'm trying to not feel like killing myself and this cunt is pissing me off so much that I wish they would already.

it's true. I'm so fucking smart.

>>101882061
Not charming enough. She'd have had to get into it at a very young age.

>>101882080
pfft. just since february

>>101882087
i agree, i dont think its the same kind of lore she is into plus two different fixations don't seem easy to keep up with

>>101882070
Just focus on the stream, that might help

>>101882107
the joke is the particular game

>>101882112
I have a few from childhood I fell out of like pokemon. Im still down to talk shonen lore with anyone who will listen. I got into tes lore as a 20-something. Same with Halo and mass effect lore, didn't even own the games

>>101882165
i'll talk about mass effect with you champy, if you help me shill it to kiki

>>101882197
not humble

nod baking btw

>>101882196
I'm mainly in it (and halo) for the alternate history/future philosophical themes than the nitty gritty plot beats but heck yeah dude what you got? How can I help?

I know exactly what you mean kiki. A good pepe silvia schizo deep dive on lore you aren't even sure is real is the best way to kill the hours between 11pm and 5am.

erm... bakester?

Kiki LOOOOVED homestuck

>>101882196
I wouldn't mind a mass effect playthrough, it's a comfy series

>>101882248
mmmmmyyyeeeeeeesssssss??

>>101882265
Of every adjective I have ever heard applied to Mass Effect, good and bad, 'comfy' has never ever been one of them.

>>101882268
errr...are you in?

I am the one who knocks Kiki up

>>101882286
My name is champy and this is my favorite thread on the citadel

>>101882286
I think I get what he means, it is kinda comfy

Alright, I need to know. What anime sub used the word Humble in a memorable way? This is now deep Kiki lore.

>>101882196
>>101882265
>>101882286
This is me btw
>>101881406 (me)

I wish kiki loved and cared about me as much as I did about her

>>101882286
Yeah I guess thinking about it it's a bit weird but like exploring space is comfy, having your own ship you can drive around and chill in is comfy, some of the environments were comfy

Is Kiki really Australian or is she only pretending?

this fancyfaggot is quite annoying

`!Outro

>>101882349
any RPG you can take your sweet time developing deep relationships with is comfy in my book. Even wokeshit like BG3, I can see why so many foids love it

RATE!!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?

>>101882349
>living on your adventuring ship
Now you're speaking my language.

>>101882408
Yeah maybe it's cringe to some people but I loved hanging out with my crewmates on the ship between missions

>>101882419
autism speaks/10

>>101882419
there no shortage of autism this stream/10

>>101882366
No secretly she's a Pooftah

>>101882366
Unhumble.
He's trying to be nice.

>>101882365
IIRC she was born in Russia but her family moved to Australia when she was a toddler or so.

>>101882419
hyperfixating on her armpits/10

>>101882455
meant for
>>101882365

>>101882488
no, I think your original reply was right

>>101882428
bro that's the appeal of a real RPG. If you can't imagine yourself (even as someone else) there, doing that, saying that then it's not role playing, am I crazy?

too real

>>101882423
Nice. Any Skies of Arcadia bros itt?

>>101882601
Oh yeah, one of my favorite RPGs ever! Would be great to see Kiki play it someday

>>101882339
idk what to tell you man. hope you feel better soon

>>101882601
>>101882609
The humblest and comfiest game I think she'd love unfortunately feels somewhat incomplete in singleplayer.

goodnight

https://x.com/bunnyonvt/status/1940645859185901711
rike the post

NEW

>>101882842
>>101882842
>>101882842

>>101882689
nini

https://voca.ro/14RCjOMUkSpy
I dont know what you want. I am sorry, I dont know how else to prove I care. Im shocked. I know who you are, it is extremely obvious. I care about you, please stop being this way. I will not hold a grude if you snap out of it. Im just shocked like of this sudden shift. Super saddened. Why the fuck would I try so hard if I didnt care

love you kiik. more than anything before in my life

>>101882974
>you cant win if you try, you cant win if you dont try
it sucks when you feel this way.. i just want you to know most (i would say 99%) of us see how hard you try and work
i love you

>>101882974
I am sorry kiki. I don't know how to think or feel anymore. I'm confused and inadequate. I think I just need to step back for a while. sorry

>>101883232
its easy.. just live for her
you dont need a reason. just do

>>101883232
Its something you'd think id be used to by now. People stepping back and abandoning me... but it still hurts just as much every time

>>101883270
>just live for her
I did. but I'm not enough. I never was

>>101883299
your missing the point and in doing so you are hurting the one you are suppose to be protecting

>>101883299
https://voca.ro/177DmcbgrtsH
BRUUUUUUH

>>101883232
Stepping back to think about things and give yourself time to calm down is fine, but please stop coming here to attack or guilt trip her, it's not healthy for you and it's not fair to her. I hope that when you've taken some time to sort out your feelings you can return and be humble again.

>>101883317
I don't know what to think anymore. I already tried to shoot myself three days ago (I couldn't do it)

>>101883352
sounds like you have issues irl you need to fix. do that then see how you feel

https://voca.ro/15zl9QGZ1rTv
im going to go cuddle my rabbits. This is hurtful and not fair

>>101883370 (me)
also dont take that as negative. im trying to help

When I was at my lowest low and you guys were the only ones I confided this to, not even my friends or family who just thought I disappeared off the face of the planet, Kiki told me these kind words:
It's your fault. You're retarded. You deserve it.
And the crazy thing is there's great chance she won't remember saying it.

>>101883416
I guess I should just go fuck off then if im so horrible. Fuck this. I dont know what I did to deserve this, I try my best fucking best. You know how much bullshit I have to put up with in my real life, you know how many fucking people hate me outside of here? I feel so attacked and alone sometimes and like an awful person and maybe I fucking am I guess. I dont know why I deserve to be treated this way

i wish i could help. i care both about kiki and champs, but i fear whatever i say can only make things worse

look champ idk what you did or what they did or what happened but sometimes that is the case. there are plenty of moments i have felt like it wasnt my fault only for years later to realize my mistake.. sometimes its not literally your fault but how you reacted.. life is really complex. no one thing leads to a certain outcome. its your job to figure out how you can be better

>>101883467 (me)
and maybe it wasnt any ones fault but that doesnt change the fact that we are all players in this game

>>101883459
Just because im a content creator and look like an anime girl some of you think you deserve to shit on me and be fucking horrible to me and I should just sit and take it like a robot and never react or have moments. Im a human fucking being too, I have feelings too. Im disturbed

>>101883492
its about how you choose to play, how you choose to respond, and how those choice affect your next decision. i hope whatever you are going through you can figure it out. we all care about you. especially kiki

>>101883459
Not the other guy whining, my first post in the thread and in a long time.
But that's just something I've been brooding on. Can I please ask; do you remember saying that? Do you remember what I'm talking about?

>>101883335
It wasn't about the gorilla. It's about what those couple champs said that I guess broke my brain a couple threads ago
>101697784
yeah, its the idea that kiki is their wife clashing with the reality that she is a streamer. just stop being delusional
and everyone running me out of /pyon/ dogpilling calling me an anti schizo manbaby narcessist that doesn't deserve anything. I don't know but it kind of all just hit me like a truck that no one cares. I don't matter, I'm just a number on a computer.

>>101883531
Yes.
Please leave me alone, why kick me and post here when you smell blood in the water when im down? Im absolutely disgusted

>>101883531
What is it with you faggots that have all supposedly left ages ago but still somehow find your way here at the most opportune moments to whine and shit on Kiki/champs?

>>101883546
So you're punishing Kiki for something she wasn't even responsible for? That's even worse, fuck you.

LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE

Just stop kicking me while im down. Leave me alone. Stop talking about me like i dont even fucking exist. Im showing you I care. Stop it.

>>101883459
kiki that isn't me
>>101883232
>>101883232
>>101883299
>>101883352
>>101882985
>>101883564

this was me idk who the other champ/dude is

>>101883600
So what. You still are abandoning me. I need a break from this

>>101883600(me)
>>101883546
this one
>>101883564
not this

You guys can leave whenever you want and ill be here streaming to people who I know will leave me eventually. Its torture

Just leave me alone. Youve made me as broken down as you are. You got what you wanted. Please just let me be where I feel safe and happy without constantly feeling like I suck. This is the one place where I dont get fucking shit on. Let me have that. Im not saying anything else

i can say it but that wont help... so i will prove it
i dont know how long it will take. im sure i will face many setbacks (like now) but someday i will prove that i will be with you forever

>>101883548
>Yes.
Thank you. That does give some closure.

>>101883681
okay you have your closure. Leave like the rest of the people who are walking out. Its leave and shit on Kiki time I guess
ok now thats it

>>101883660
I don't want you to be sad or hurt but I understand that you are. I am sorry kiki

sorry for making you cry kiki. I do care. I guess I'm just confused

I'm just at a pretty low point in my life right now and it feels like the whole world is against me. and than all of /pyon/ and champs were against me too. it was you or what you did I guess it just tipped me over the end. I see that now

guess it makes sense to post it in this bread
https://x.com/bunnyonvt/status/1940660489450934637

>>101883693
There's so much more to be said but I'll just say I don't hold ill will.

>>101883782(me)
wasn't, sorry
wasn't you

>>101883782
You need to understand that we don't hate you, we just love and care about Kiki. When you lashed out at her it upset us, the same as anyone would feel seeing someone they care about unfairly targeted, the same as you probably would have felt yourself if you had been in a better state of mind. Nobody hates you personally or wants you gone, they just want everyone to be happy and humble.

>>101883808
This

>>101883808
that IS kiki champy... but humble and accurate post otherwise

>>101883808
I never lashed out. or are we never allowed to feel things or say what we think?

not goin anywhere giggles

>>101883817
That wasnt me

>>101883817
>>101883831
no wait im retarded, fucking anonymity is a curse sometimes

>>101883817
that is not kiki. that is
>>101882985(me)

>>101883821
I thought what you said was unfair to her at that time, so I don't blame other champs for feeling the same. I did try to respond with reasoned counterarguments rather than just insulting you, but can you really blame them for getting emotional about it? Especially when we've seen so many others say similar things in bad faith, sometimes it's hard to tell someone's intent over the internet.

>>101883821
maybe read back on what you said... you were being pretty unfair to her

>>101883852
and read back on the first responses you got. it didn't start off with namecalling

>>101883869
That isnt Kiki's fault lol

i'm finding it really hard to not be dismissive. all this over an internet argument?

>>101883869
it did. you or I guess we have gotten so anti trigger happy that you think any negative/critique/voicing your feelings is an anti

I don't hate kiki and I never have and never will

>>101883903
no i immediately knew who you were and in my very first reply i told you that I MADE THE SAME ARGUMENT YOU DID 3 YEARS AGO. i just added a little nuance, that the gorilla was kiki's good intention and good outcome for many other champs, and explained the underlying psychology behind why i made it back then and thus assume you made it now. most of the posts were between you and me and again i know exactly who you are, i understood your argument and addressed it in good faith.

Why does bullshit like this always happen after a particularly feelgood wholesome stream? Am I the only one noticing this pattern? Every single time Kiki opens up, some rotten axewound of a cunt has to fucking ruin it!
Oh, you tried three times and failed? You fail so hard at life, you fail at death too?! KEEP FUCKING TRYING! PULL! PULL! PULL! PULL! PULL! PULL! PULL! PULL! PULL! PULL! PULL! PULL! PULL! PULL! PULL! PULL! UNTIL YOU SEE BLACK, WHITE, WHATEVER COLOR DEATH TURNS OUT TO BE, BEIGE FOR ALL I CARE

>>101883983
yeah I know. I am not talking about you. you were humble I even said so in that thread. it was everyone else

>>101883903
I thought your criticism was unfair, I think a lot of people did.

>>101884017
stfu smashed

>>101884086
he's too much of a pussy to stand up for kiki

Somebody give me a quick rundown on this drama

I thought I found a place I belonged but I don't belong anywhere. I'll just go and bedrot think about what happened what to do. it better that way. I've just made kiki sad otherwise.. I should just solve it on my own

>>101884142
starts from here
>>101694414

https://voca.ro/149Z5GK5Xn7K
-o-

what the fuck is this croutonpocaylpse

>>101884189
Thank you Giggles

>>101884155
For Christ's sake, quit with the fucking victim mentality melodrama bullshit. You belong plenty as soon as you calm down and drag yourself out of whatever the hell this is you've been in the past few days. People like you, they were happy to have you around, I'd certainly like to see you come back, but you need to stop treating this like some kind of personal battle or something. It's not. Things will be ok, you need to just stop thinking you need to "do" some big dramatic action, all you need to do is sort out your feelings and get into a better place mentally and it'll be like none of this happened.

ya need a rabbitville welcome m8 got one roight eya

don't take yourself too seriously. go to the mirror and call yourself a retarded nigger faggot then laugh then drink a beer

hope everyone feels better tomorrow, nini pyon

>>101884305
GETTEM FAKEN GETTEM

Kiki said it best really, shit just needs to calm down.
Keep the champ civil war to a minimum, and I don't mean keep it a small civil war, I mean lets not have one at all. It's hella cringe

>>101884189
why did I have to find you. someone perfect. actually perfect. it hurts too much to love you. but I do even now. even after I've tried to forget everything and move on these past five days. love you kiik

fyi for everyone who needs to hear this

text ≠ tone

>>101884189
mwah

>>101884444
checked

>>101884374
Things get better dude
Don't give up.
We're here for you even when it may feel like we're not.

>>101884171
erm, post is deleted.

>>101884497
the internet fortune telling was real

>>101884739
use 4chanx or search the post on the archive
https://rabbalabs.com/pyondex/

>>101883232
>>101883501
we george costanza posting?

Giggle grandma

>>101883546(me)
>>>101697784
>yeah, its the idea that kiki is their wife clashing with the reality that she is a streamer. just stop being delusional
I think this combined with just watching the gosling doll movie messed with my mind

>>101885811
Can you just leave it now

Can we old yeller this thread already, it's giving me a headache

yeah, I'll leave now