>Be me 25M
>Move to another country bc of job, although they dont pay too much, but want to live there to see how it goes
>Make little friends, but whatever
>After a lot of months meet guy in the same situation
>We connect pretty well and starts inviting me to things he does
>Finally have shit to do on weekends
>Meet a female friend of his in one of this plans
>Talk a lot with her on a walk we do with other people
>Next day spend whole day kayaking with her on the same kayak and talk a lot
>Never had a girlfiend, but tried a few times. Just shit with women (im not an incel promise)
>Get depressed cause it never ends well
>As i expected, a few days later i learn she has a boyfriend

Two questions

1. Is this just live? Do I just accept it and live as if I am gonna be alone forever, just not to keep hurting myself?
2. What do you guys do alone that makes you ahppy? I do gym, kinda religious, meet with this group every week, studying cfa (no one cares bro). what else can i do? What do you guys like to do alone?