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Or that the original thrust of his internal suffering is that he ALSO looks like a monster without the Mother Box altering the very atoms in his face and that he doesn't understand WHY he's so skilled at wielding the Astro Force. Then when he discovers that he's fated to kill his actual father Darkseid the the entire nature of WHY he was sent to New Genesis, he knows that he will forever be without peace. He's doomed to ALWAYS be the War Dog.