Full on homosexuals have no attraction to women right? In real life neat space my eyes always go right to women and their bodies. If they’re wearing tight or revealing clothes I’m checking out ass, panty line, exposed bellies via crop tops, thighs, etc


I check out attractive men way less often and most men who aren’t overtly attractive or displaying muscles etc I’m not the least bit interested sexually.

But I have so many gay urges and signs of same sex attraction via porn and fantasy that at least half the porn I consume is gay or gay adjacent. If they’re man fucking a woman in porn really handsome and muscular or has a nice big dick I end up staring at that.

So if I were gay and not bi, would I even notice the aforementioned bodies of women? Is it possible to be just AGP or trained by society to check out women and convince myself that’s what I want?

I’ve read some stuff on the whole “I’m only into men when horny” or “I’m hetero romantic but not homoronantic I just like dick” and a lot of commentary on that being how gay men in denial who haven’t accepted themselves as gay cope.

But wouldn’t a bisexual man dealing with denial of same sex attraction also deal with the same barrier of integration so they could experience the same issue a gay man experienced with their denial without even being 100% homo?

I can acknowledge I have same sex attraction but I can’t seem reconcile this my attraction to women. And I know people will say “duh that’s bisexuality!” but I guess I get insecure due to bierasure and so many people trying to label someone as gay or straight and not allowing for the third lane.