Yes i know i will be insulted for this, and i hate myself too. Here is my story

>Be me, 5'2 femanon
>Four months ago landed a new BG
>Nice, charming, more than decent job
>Suddenly, when speaking with a couple of besties of mine, the topic of male height showed up
>"Uhm femanon your new BF is SOOOO nice. To bad is a little short (5'10)"
>Both their boyfriends are well above 6'2
>Initially didnt give af about that stuff
>But week after week, by hanging around together, i started noticed my man is indee much shorter than my friend's: they tower over him and my besties looks very proud of that
>Start having weird dreams of either my BF becoming suddenly taller, or stalking taller men
>Then starting unironically losing sexual deside to him, especially as long as he's standing still
>Then starting some mental breakdown when in heels because i have the impressione our heights are "too similar"

I know it's fucking pathetic and normie-woman tier for caring this much about height imbalance: but knowing it dosent stop the normie side of my female brain to care
How to i fix my new ill obsession?