>>40759730
You sound almost on the list of lucidity. But like a drunkard, the wine bottle is sitting there right on the table, calling you back. But you have to ask: Does anyone here seem...happy? Not just here, but their little sad bar they call a discord server as well. All I smell is frustrated and lonely men who can't accept the fact that a woman rejected them. These people run a scam and the cost is your attention and emotional capacity. They'll promise solutions like salesman but they will never deliver.
>mental health crisis
Oh dear, why would you come here? Do you think this is a place of empowerment, for sanctuary? It's not, you will constantly be compared to fantasies of impossibly beautiful women, making yourself feel even worthless. Imagine being so unattractive that imaginary people have better chances than you. That is what your brain will tell you. What you need is a real support group, not a group of gooners who are desperate for any attention and escape from their pitiful lives. If there was truly a spirit wanting you to be happy, it wouldn't make itself known. That would be diabolical. Imagine the person of your dreams only existing there. No, it would work to make sure that you didn't fall into this rut, not reveal itself in this rut like an opportunist. But it is not some ineffable being or a parasite, it is simply your mind trying to do its best to patch the pain. You're going to be okay, but don't seek magical solutions to real problems.