>>11337883
More what I was going for was that a slave really wants to live for someone else, but finding someone who is actually responsible with that control over her life is just such a high stakes decision to make. And honestly even if I am confident in my own ability to control and lead another person for their own good I just would never once trust another human being in that way since I don't know them as well as I know myself. I can understand why doing that is so hard for slaves.

But when they do finally take that plunge it's more that the hardest part is over, atleast hopefully, these relationships tend to be tough since life as a slave is very hard, just a different type of hard that is suited to them. What you describe is often what I hear, that it is very difficult, just you can do a lot when you have Master on your mind and His whip at your back. You can build a lot of willpower which you will need since your life is a very extreme one.

I'm not surprised that real flesh and blood people who actually go outside do lurk this thread. I lurked on and off for years before I started posting a year and a bit ago. Same story, you can glaze over the really weird stuff since slavery lifestyle talk is just that impactful. I am very happy you were able to live the dream for a couple months. My own experiences interacting with submissive girlies who are as mentally ill as I am hasn't quite been what I expected.

>>11337738
Just adorable.

I'd try to get a good picture of handfeeding her that pizza slice actually. The photoshoot is fun but that is just such a cute and personal moment, capturing it would be a cherished image.

I don't think there is any slave on this planet that wouldn't just melt from getting headpats from who owns them. Might be universal.