>>81915468
just a regular razor blade, I pressed it really hard against my skin though
>>81915473
I couldn't leave my bed for the first 2 months I even lost a bit of weight (not a lot though) but I don't feel ready to date again not yet now I'm too afraid of being hurt again
>>81915476
I also smoke, does that count? I also chew on the skin around my finger nails (I guess that's disgusting too)