I feel like that too except I've never worked for longer than 9 months
I just don't feel apt to wageslave for 30+ years, but I don't want to be a total leech off my mother either
I'm 24 but I don't have any sort of skill or vocation, I'm considering NEETing until my mom no longer allows it and then ending myself. I don't want her to feel pain but there's no job that doesn't make me feel tired and miserable