>>40635743
I personally find that the phrase: "Idle hands are the Devils workshop." is very accurate to this situation. You MUST fill your own routine with things your enjoy doing and are passionate about or negative un-productive/lazy things will take the place of it.

Not passionate about anything because gooning destroyed that ambition? Try the basics:

1. Excercise, it sucks and it's painful but you start feeling much better because the endorphin rush.

2. Artwork, you might feel embarassed that you can't draw at first but the positive feeling of seeing your art improve slowly over time might inspire you to keep improving.

3. Music, Play an intrument you like or go online and rediscover your favorite songs from mainstream music or your favorite video game OSTs. Buy a nice pair of bluetooth headphones and listen while excercising or drawing.

4. Cooking etc...

Fill your life with something meaning OR the devil will take your time from you...