>>936532179
First off, you're a pussy for not showing up.

Secondly, I lost my virginity at 31 and it changed my life for the much better. I have more confidence, care for my body, and seriousness toward life.

To be fair, I downloaded Grindr and it was a trans man who took it from me, a stupid girl who, at age 12 decided that she wanted to be a boy even though she was drop dead gorgeous as a young woman. She was 17, but told me she was 18. Linebacker figure, not for me.

Now, I have a cutie of a boyfriend (slender athletic build, loves me to death) and a girlfriend that comes to visit every few months so I can get my fetishes out of the way (which is healthy), trans girl, beautiful ass, pretty face, and I love to eat her pussy :P

Just find a way to get it done with someone you don't mind losing it to, then work on yourself, and get better at it: sex, self-care, relationships.

But yes, you're a pussy, get it together.