>do all the self improvement shit like working out, getting a good job, etc
>start forcing myself out to meet people
>normie activities/events are miserable for my spergy ass
>anything related to things I actually am interested in are 90%+ guys (and the few women are either with their bf or are lesbians)
>don't have any issues making friends and always havw people to do things with
>still can't find a girlfriend since single nerdy women who aren't NEETs or otherwise worthless are practically nonexistent past college age and normie women get icked out by theautismtic interests
Life is better now than it was when I was younger, but I'm really scared to hit 30 (or older) and either need to accept spending my life unloved or either giving up on nearly everything I like to find a woman who'll like some fake version of me or dealing with someone I don't particularly like just to have some sort of relationship