im honestly just so fucking lonely.
the classic never had a gf, virgin all that stuff.
im not an incel or some other bullshit like that, this is a me problem.
but fuck, i feel so lonely i think im feeling health effects from it. i do have friends but thats only one type of a relationship needed in your life. i dont want to play some retard tinder games and i dont want to be with people who do that. i fee like my only real salvation right now is to go through life, try being a better person and i guess pray that i get lucky and some woman that will love me will just drops into my life.
vtubers have been my only way to get some 10% cope with the situation, like drinking to forget trauma. help.

>REROLL IF YOU DIDNT GET KITASAN FROM 200 PULLS!!!!!
im genuinely asking. i dont know man.
im sitting at 20 fucking carrots right now, playing since day one. i have MLB of the Special Week speed card from the first event.
did 30k on rolls but no kitasan no MLB SRs.
should i reroll? i dont think its worth it, but maybe im just too attached to the account.
how long is the process anyways.

>no LBs
>highest LB SR i have is some fucking guts shit at 2LB
>1 Kitasan (from spark)
>no carrots
>no carrot sources
>no good umas
>best card is the Gold City speed one i got while rolling for Kitasan and its like D tier at best.
>no carrots saved up for future uma waifus
so this is how it ends? be honest.