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6/27/2025, 6:06:06 AM
I have severe OCD, to the point where I routinely spiral into nervous episodes over perceived health issues, shit that is almost entirely ridiculous and physically impossible. On top of that, ever little thing scares me 10x more than what it should, even if, for example, the event I'm worried about is days away. I'm constantly tense and on edge. It used to be worse, I used to think I was at risk of a heart attack (I was 19 and very healthy), and I couldn't go outside without basically having a nervous breakdown. Thanks to therapy, I was able to change my entire life and overcome these feelings, and I am now fit, have a job, and am no longer a shut in.
However, those aforementioned issues still remain, and it's become exhausting for me to constantly have to push past the obsession and anxiety. Everyone I've ever been friends with and has experienced my spiraling has said I should be medicated, and during one particularly bad episode, I broke down and decided I was going to do it. I talked to my doctor, who has a background in psychiatry, and he prescribed me Zoloft.
However, I'm scared to take it. I have only ever heard horrible things about this kind of stuff. I feel like I've done everything I can while avoiding drugs, the least I could do is try it and see if it can sweep up the remaining issues, then get off of it later, right? I just feel so ashamed of myself. I don't know what to do. I'm probably going to procrastinate and not take these drugs yet. I feel like I've been defeated, and I'm afraid these are going to poison my mind or something.
On one hand, I don't like the idea of medication fucking with my brain, but on the other, I realize that, considering both my parents are nervous wrecks and I have had OCD behaviors since childhood, my brain may just be biologically fucked up to begin with. Ergo, medication would be the right thing to take, right? Same thing with any dysfunctional organ.
However, those aforementioned issues still remain, and it's become exhausting for me to constantly have to push past the obsession and anxiety. Everyone I've ever been friends with and has experienced my spiraling has said I should be medicated, and during one particularly bad episode, I broke down and decided I was going to do it. I talked to my doctor, who has a background in psychiatry, and he prescribed me Zoloft.
However, I'm scared to take it. I have only ever heard horrible things about this kind of stuff. I feel like I've done everything I can while avoiding drugs, the least I could do is try it and see if it can sweep up the remaining issues, then get off of it later, right? I just feel so ashamed of myself. I don't know what to do. I'm probably going to procrastinate and not take these drugs yet. I feel like I've been defeated, and I'm afraid these are going to poison my mind or something.
On one hand, I don't like the idea of medication fucking with my brain, but on the other, I realize that, considering both my parents are nervous wrecks and I have had OCD behaviors since childhood, my brain may just be biologically fucked up to begin with. Ergo, medication would be the right thing to take, right? Same thing with any dysfunctional organ.
6/23/2025, 5:53:31 PM
I am OP. none of you are helping me i need to get smarterer this is lit i need books if i want something else i will go to science board
6/18/2025, 6:33:20 PM
I do NOT care about anything you FUCKS have to say. The TRUTH is that Daniel got BUCK BROKEN by Jet. His soul got RAPED and we all saw it. I bet he couldn't even cum or get hard enough to fuck Angie even if he tried.
6/16/2025, 2:27:16 AM
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