>I've been wanting you to confess so much, there's no way I'd reject your confession
>instead of confessing to you myself, I'd fuck some random guy behind your back instead

The dissonance from her actions is giving me a weird sense of discomfort. I guess if there's a lot more build up before she gave away her virginity, it would make a lot more sense? With this story, it sure sounds like literally anyone that wanted to fuck her and asked would be allowed to take her virginity but she still totally loved her childhood friend.