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Anonymous /adv/33320154#33327981
7/7/2025, 2:16:04 PM
I'm in trauma therapy and processing the last 25% of it. I was sexually abused by my sister for most of my childhood and middle adolescence. Naturally this has made me very dysfunctional but I'm powering through and have gotten most of the trauma processed now.

The problem now is that this last 25% is the very, very worst of what she did. Processing just one event has left me completely reeling to the point where I tried to commit suicide and my fucking god i was actually gonna fucking do it before someone came and stopped me for trespassing. I keep coming across horrifying realization after horrifying realization, the latest being how I was totally at her mercy. The fiction that I chose to engage in it willingly was something i told myself to make it seem like i had agency when i had none and that has broken my brain in so many ways its indescribable. I can't fucking deal with this anymore, i feel like I might just go legitimate insane from terror and sadness. I am so fucking sad. I am so fucking sad and i just want this all to go away. My entire sense of self is summed up as "child prostititute"