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Dubs if I’m being honest I very rarely rewatch anime because I hate ruining the experience. My biggest regret with Kanon is I made it my personality and now I’ve watched it like half a dozen times with several people in the past, so now it doesn’t quite hit like it should anymore, and that fucking sucks. Here I was, an avid Ayu poster, going automatic nofap for weeks after rewatches and grieving everytime to now it’s too fucking predictable. I hate it. I wish I could still feel what I used to feel from the series, but now I feel nothing. I promised I’d kill myself if nothing changed before I got this old. Things most certainly have changed, but now I just don’t enjoy anything. I don’t see any point to just wasting space anymore but I don’t want to go to Buddhist hell either. Xiaohongshu