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>>81934291
She was. Her move was her first chance at not being that.
I was her ticket to normal friends.
Her dad was the first normal home she lived in. House was fance as fuck desu.
>You were kind of an evil bastard to blackmail her
Yeah, it was wrong.
But again, I was a child and no one gives you a guide to navigating social politics, relationships, or dealing with breakups in a healthy way.

I'm not gonna justify it as being right. It wasn't.
What I will say is her actions in response fucked her worse than I did.
Had she of cut ties, not tried to worm her way into the parties I went to, she would have nothing to be blackmailed with.
My friends would have been okay with her and left it at "your relationship drama is between you two and doesn't involve us." Instead of "you tried to exile our beat friend, kill yourself whore"
Hell, had she been honest with her dad there is a chance I could have seen some legal trouble (but still unlikely, she was the legal adult and statutory rape would have got her in trouble too)

I wish things went differently.
Especially in hindsight of how much awesome threeway sex I could have been having