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7/4/2025, 1:06:18 AM
Aaagghh on shift so no time to collect thoughts but i've got some time so here we go.
Found a perfume that reminds me of like war museums etc I used to visit loads as a kid, kinda nice...
>>40272601
>Do you often feel like you should carry the sole responsibility for things related to you?
It's both, like I find it frustrating to have to arrange appointments etc, but I know both my brother and I generally distrust other people to assist us (childhood bullying issue, I think, generally when we went to anyone for help, they'd just do nothing and/or blame us)
>a year, maybe two
34 weeks roughly, 13 weeks Ph1 (the shit bit), approx 21 weeks Ph2.
>LGBT places you have access to
So I agree with the prev 2 points the issue is my town has no LGBT spaces lol. Best I can do is go into London, probably.
>VERA
Yea, just hard for me to pre-empt any potential issues if I ofc don't know them in advance lol.
>>40259389
Single blade razor is in my plans, idk I had this weird nervousness about using one so i've procrastinated on it, i actually have an epilator but holy fuck nope nope nope not on my face (just ow)
Re: IPL, i've got like financial limitations (well not really but I dont want to blow through all my savings just incase) so i'm going to use the right laser for my face (where I get most dysphoric) and just IPL my body for now (bought an IPL, not cheap but cheaper than full body laser) because for now I can cope with that regrowing sometimes (also might help me remain stealthed in training).
>t suppression
Reminds me I need to order a blood test actually.
>>40259709
Honestly, it's just like emotional numbness a lot of the time that I'm sort of only realising when I do feel emotions, I might see a therapist, but idk I'd feel dumb explaining it. There's a transguy who is a therapist local to me who I debated seeing to engage with tranner stuff, but he knows me from elsewhere, and yeah, it's kind of a different experience.
Found a perfume that reminds me of like war museums etc I used to visit loads as a kid, kinda nice...
>>40272601
>Do you often feel like you should carry the sole responsibility for things related to you?
It's both, like I find it frustrating to have to arrange appointments etc, but I know both my brother and I generally distrust other people to assist us (childhood bullying issue, I think, generally when we went to anyone for help, they'd just do nothing and/or blame us)
>a year, maybe two
34 weeks roughly, 13 weeks Ph1 (the shit bit), approx 21 weeks Ph2.
>LGBT places you have access to
So I agree with the prev 2 points the issue is my town has no LGBT spaces lol. Best I can do is go into London, probably.
>VERA
Yea, just hard for me to pre-empt any potential issues if I ofc don't know them in advance lol.
>>40259389
Single blade razor is in my plans, idk I had this weird nervousness about using one so i've procrastinated on it, i actually have an epilator but holy fuck nope nope nope not on my face (just ow)
Re: IPL, i've got like financial limitations (well not really but I dont want to blow through all my savings just incase) so i'm going to use the right laser for my face (where I get most dysphoric) and just IPL my body for now (bought an IPL, not cheap but cheaper than full body laser) because for now I can cope with that regrowing sometimes (also might help me remain stealthed in training).
>t suppression
Reminds me I need to order a blood test actually.
>>40259709
Honestly, it's just like emotional numbness a lot of the time that I'm sort of only realising when I do feel emotions, I might see a therapist, but idk I'd feel dumb explaining it. There's a transguy who is a therapist local to me who I debated seeing to engage with tranner stuff, but he knows me from elsewhere, and yeah, it's kind of a different experience.
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