Must i try to pursue women or say fuck it and go on grindr to find a sugar daddy?

Im not gay but despite having a massive jawline and piercing manly eyes i have a very shy and afraid of women.
Alos finding a sugar daddy would make neeting viable long-term.

Hey, are there any autists who can double my autism by giving me theirs away

I aged into being hot and I have no idea what to do with myself
>raised in strict christian household
>mom used shame like a heavily sharpened tool
>absolutely zero intimacy or relationships in my life
>almost thirty
>finally doing my own thing my own way
>catch on to women looking at me
>women are awkward and anxious when I talk to them
>experience "pretty privilege" frequently

Even just today
>hanging out at a bar I used to go to a lot
>talking to an older guy, he's a cool dude, he's watching over his teenage daughter and her friends that are there for the bands
>they walk up, it's time for them to leave
>they see me and freeze
>he introduces me, I don't really care, they're kids and not what I'm there for but alright
>they awkwardly introduce themselves, they can barely maintain eye contact
>catch them all looking back at me a few times as they walk away

I'm not used to this, I'm a loser, I'm gross, what the fuck do I do?