>hardest difficulty locked behind a playthrough

>start getting shit thrown at me
>look for poltergiest
>kill poltergeist
>screen no longer blue
>screen turns blue again
>look for poltergeist
>bloody poltergeist explosion
>screen starts returning to normal
>jk its back to full blue
>kill 2 more poltergeist
>screen turns back to normal
>walk into next room
>screen turn blue
....Im also literally about to kill myself because there was also a controller who grabbed me once and l have been doing this whole thing with 2 ticks of my psynity left and everything is all Doc Holliday-o-Vision so I cant see shit combined with the blue screen, my flashlight, and the poltergeist being mostly transparent. IDK why the Yantar dork from the Clear Sky game wants me to do this, but at least I got a controller brain tissue for Aslan. Getting trader rank in analmeme as a merc is rough.