Due to going through an MK ULTRA like project with my shitty family/town and depression I have actually experienced what its like to be an NPC. Your expanded mind shuts down. Things that you would normally be aware of does not pop into your mind or if it does you just do not think its important enough to deal with so you don't. Your mind is mush and empty so anything presented you will taken at face value. There was times I had questions but I was not able to speak or express them in anyway so I just went with the flow. It's a horrible experience.

Due to going through an MK ULTRA like project with my shitty family/town and depression I have actually experienced what its like to be an NPC. Your expanded might shuts down. Things that you would normally be aware of does not pop into your mind or if it does you just do not think its important enough to deal with so you don't. Your mind is mush and empty so anything presented you will take at face value. There was times I had questions but I was not able to speak or express them in anyway so I just went with the flow. It's a horrible experience.