I feel that between Onlyfans and vtubing, I was born the wrong sex. I sometimes watch Kirsche for the clown world articles but I have to watch the clips, her streams are unwatchable with people throwing $100s at her every couple minutes. I hear that damn slaves song in my sleep.

I feel like life would be much easier if I'd been born an above average (or even average) looking woman. People would notice me and I'd definitely have more money to put towards the hobbies which make me happy. But then I likely wouldn't have the same appreciation and dedication to those hobbies. I'd probably like collecting plushies or something instead. Anyway, I could just get easy money and attention