>>40775756
Relapsing is the absolute worst for me because im impatient and whenever you relapse all you can do is wait. You cant do anything else but wait to simply get back to where you were before and i fucking having to wait and wait and wait until im back where i was pre relapse. Its fucking annoying

Any advice to make the days go by faster, or preferably just forget about streaks at all. I partially feel as though counting the days makes the days go by slower, and people always say “just dont count the days, bro!” but for me its not that simple because my mind automatically knows what day i am on. I may sound retarded but is there any practical things i can do to not count the days because just telling myself not to do so doesnt do shit for me, if not is there a way to make the days go by faster because i just relapsed after a 13 day streak and now i feel numb as shit and dont feel like myself anymore and wanna get back to where i was ASAP