>>60559489
>Sounds like shit, let’s both decide to perhaps be more meditative
I'm always stuck in that mental trap where I think I need a comfortable physical life to properly foster that development. I know this to be false, because my best progress was done when I was at the precipice of exhaustion and suffering.

That is an attachment, one I need to get rid of. They are "karmic sins," not the conventionally human interpretation of societal harmony that all religions adopt. The karmic sins of a mortal life drive a will to stay alive, so we fight, kill, propagate, consume, and cooperate to prop all of those things up. That is what we are born with, so we are born of "sin," because being consumed by them will make you forget of your origins and send you spiraling back into that cycle.

I think I will eat some chicken tendies and meditate afterwards. I have two non-trading days per week, and when the nightmares subside into a regular schedule of out-of-body-experiences, time will become meaningless and I can practice as much as I want. The existences outside of timespace is a continuum instead of the point-observation that we experience here.

>>60548798
>before 6am
Nah, that's breakfast. Work does not interfere with breakfast. It'll be a very bad day if I have to do that.

>>60548900
>I'm not even awake at 6am, or 7am, or 8am.
Can't do that. If I try to sleep in, the dream people give me nightmares because they know that I set up a routine that necessitates waking up early. I wake up seeing blue grids enveloping everything like this reality is not actually real. It's not like the naps actually help, the five minutes between alarms feels like hours or days.
>mfw the entities watching over me tell me to wake the fuck up anon or they'll give me nightmares so i won't want to continue sleeping