>19 year old tboy
>doesn't pass. Probably never will. At best look like a skinny twinkish guy, at worst look like a tomboy with a deep voice.
>for unrelated reasons start hanging out with a girl I knew as a kid. She's a cishet normie and not someone I'd talk to if I met her today.
>I go to college in NYC and plan to move there, and she's the only person I talk to on summer vacation (this is probably the last summer I'll see her.)
>she's having problems with her boyfriend so she vents to me a lot because she sees me as safe. I end up having to hold her as she cries a lot.
>they eventually break up and she hangs out with me for the night because she wants comfort.
>she ends up fucking me basically as a way to get back at him by replacing him with a dickless weirdo like me. I think she went into thinking it's not real sex because of the lack of penis.
>she ends up liking it way more then she expected, and cums forbwhat very well may be the first time in her life.
>a few momments after we finish she starts crying and praying because it sets in that she just had actual sex with a transsexual and she's disgusted with herself

What do I do? I feel like garbage. She feels like garbage. She's currnelty sleeping on my couch.
Tbh I really want to tell her ex boyfriend but I might get hate crimed.