>>81864789
I mean I just generally act weird. Even sober. Ontop of that the drugs, and my bad social skills, and trauma response behaviour, but I can't pinpoint what exactly I do wrong. I just don't act "normal" and it weirds people out.And it throws me off, cuz initially people like my company and seek it out. But then they switch up for some reason.
Only other people like me understand my behaviour. So mainly other drug users, drug dealers, alcoholics, or other kinda "bad" people.

I just wanna feel needed, and liked, and loved, by people. Not just "bad" people.