>>81655426
I am a year older than you and you sound zoomish, you can't be 36......

> I'm too old to get a girlfriend
tell that to the dudes that were snatching up girls when I was in college.

> lived an entire lifetime without experiencing high school puppy love or "oneitis".
Good, these bitches are fucking multiple dudes, oneitis is a recipie for disaster.

>dream of the girls I knew back then,
I still am in contact with a few, some aged gracefully while others became addicts or single moms


>dreaming of a scenario where I actually got my high school crush.
You would have fucked her and moved on to the next or you would have become a single parent.
You are probably some 19 year old bop, I am 37, I am healthier than I have ever been, I can lift more than I ever have been able to. I have more money than I have ever had, and l am far from done living life.
>>81658047
this