I got invited to this bbq by my next door neighbor and agreed to attend since it’s right outside our building and I had nothing going on. Thought there would be more people there but it was my 70 yo boomer neighbor, her 28 yo daughter, and their 2 friends. We sat in a circle and they passed around a blunt lol. I didn’t smoke the blunt because it wasn’t my thing and I kinda just sat there staring into space because I couldn’t think of much to say to this group who already knew each other pretty well. I did reply with safe answers whenever they asked me some kind of question or made some remark when that included me though. Didn’t sperg out or anything but I realized I’m just pretty boring and don’t know how to include myself into conversations unless someone starts one with me. Thought I’d do better because I’ve looked up how to act socially, and I’m physically fit and don’t dress like a weirdo but I guess not. Not really sure what to do though because this has always been my nature. Probably gonna be the last chance I get to talk to anyone because I don’t have any social hobbies and my lifestyle doesn’t enable me to meet people. I’m not gonna pretend to give a shit about dancing or whatever on the off chance I could meet someone in a dance class or whatever