>>40693651
Let's imagine you have a phone full of important things, and it breaks
You want it fixed, so you trust it to a repair shop, letting go of it by few days or a week, to get it back

You will have to let go of your obsession first, so your relationship can be repaired
You wouldn't want to have another opportunity and screw it over right? So you have to work on yourself now
When you overcome that, you can try to change numbers or send him letters, because the universe will help you, because then you will be looking for healing and reconciliation instead of a selfish obsession
You're not pathetic, this happens to a lot of people