Thread 40693183

I can and I will do anything to get the person I want, blood (animal or human from me) soil from a cemetery, anything means necessary, sigils too just tell me what to do please

>>40693183 (OP)
No such thing as love magic, gotta do it the good old fashioned way. Law of Attraction is your best bet, but that's not paranormal...just how the universe operates.

>>40693183 (OP)
You can't make someone fall in love with you
You can't bring back the dead unless you are a god
And I forgot the third one
But you're a dumb ass

>>40693183 (OP)
Better yourself, specially your spontaneity and communication skills, be honest and less desperate, etc

>>40693519
There is one person I want to force to love me, not another one
>>40693409
I know I'm stupid and desperate

>>40693527
And what makes you think that bettering yourself won't make you more attractive to this specific person as well?

>>40693531
The person totally rejects me, I have multiple other people come to me and try make a relationship but I want this specific person, is not a matter of my looks but more of their rejection towards me

>>40693183 (OP)
The only way is to kill yourself. Like all predators should
>hey /x/ help me put someone into mental and sexual slavery for the rest of their life
how about no, just go away you disgusting freak

>>40693544
Discover why do they reject you

>>40693558
I'm asexual, I don't care about the sex part I just want them back at least to talk to me every day

>>40693544
trash like you should be rejected, why don't you start a relationship with an oncoming train

>>40693560
We where in a relationship but they decided to stop being with me because they weren't good me , something I think is just stupid

>>40693566
WA wa w a WA this place is already a hell hole I will do as I want

>>40693561
what makes you think you're in a position to force anyone to do anything? Any force you apply will return back to hit you twice as hard

>>40693573
>I can't be a predator here, this place is so shitty hurr durr
This place is better with less people like you around

>>40693575
I have nothing in my life to lose, if it comes back as something bad I will just end it and that's it, they were everything I love

>>40693568
Ask them for clarification in a reasonable manner, let them feel comfortable with expressing their feelings so you express yours better without any form of drama or hostility between you two, anon

>>40693580
This place is referring to the world as in life for everyone, life is already a hell hole, not /x/ you dumbass

>>40693183 (OP)
You need to work harder, improve your appearance and get rich then buy her with money.

>>40693588
I'm blocked and any attempts of communication have been removed, I can't talk to them at all

>>40693591
I'm talking about a man, I'm already good looking and had to reject other people that wanted to start a relationship with me, I want him and no one else

Same thing. My post applies to the world in general too. People like you are a danger to the public. Until learn to live independently for yourself every relationship you have will end like this. You are a mentally a child, it's easily visible in the way you type. Grow up. Relationships are for adults

>>40693593
I'm sad to hear that, the only option that I imagine is letting things cool off a bit and attempt in an another account in a non-hostile way, like suggesting to be just friends for example
Other than that, you can pray for guidance or as a last resort build your individuality to overcome that better

>>40693611
I'm well over 18 years old , 24 if you need the number, I want this relationship and will do everything I can for it

>>40693611
reply to >>40693590

>>40693613
Is have been over half a year, I can't ask to be friends or contact him at all, I don't think even god will listen to me about this and I know I'm selfish I just want him

>>40693621
You're a child mentally, not fit or a relationship in general. Stay away from people. You're a predator

>>40693630
>You are a child stay away from dating

> B-utt You are predator!!

Logic behind this?

>>40693628
Try finding a way to contact him, and don't see yourself as evil
If you be less obsessed, why wouldn't the good spirits help you? If things are right even the person themself could think about contacting you
You have to first understand why this happened, and become someone who can live without this relationship, even if you keep wanting it

>>40693633
You will understand when you aged a bit mentally. There are so many people like you. Criminals in general are mostly overgrown children. Some can grow up, even if its late. Some never do. You better hope you're part of the first group or you will have problems like this for the rest of your life

>>40693640
I know if I change numbers and try to send him a message he will just block me , if I send him letters saying what I feel he will just throw them away I can't do anything and I'm pathetic, he didn't want me because I tried killing myself and he thought it was his fault even when I told him it wasn't and that I needed him, did everything I could I swear I did and try

>>40693633
you're an ill, id possessed freak with no respect for the sovereignty of Will or Love. a demonic predator. hope that helps

>>40693647
I don't really want a rest of my life if I have to live without him, I never knew anyone like him and I don't wish to know anyone else

>>40693666
>666

>>40693671
If I was demonic I will have the power to get him back to me anon, but I can't and I have to scream at the void

>>40693651
You are a stalker asking for advice on how to stalk people better. And you're doing it in a forum that is visited by many people who are stalked or feel stalked. What makes you think you will get anything here except extreme hostility? What was your thought process behind this thread?

>>40693651
Let's imagine you have a phone full of important things, and it breaks
You want it fixed, so you trust it to a repair shop, letting go of it by few days or a week, to get it back

You will have to let go of your obsession first, so your relationship can be repaired
You wouldn't want to have another opportunity and screw it over right? So you have to work on yourself now
When you overcome that, you can try to change numbers or send him letters, because the universe will help you, because then you will be looking for healing and reconciliation instead of a selfish obsession
You're not pathetic, this happens to a lot of people

>>40693684
I'm at the end of my sanity to get my beloved to love me, also isn't stalking I want him to stray up be with me forever, not just see him at random

>>40693700
5 months without contacting him in any way anon 5 months, I can't just leave it away and don't do anything I already tried that

>>40693705
Nobody cares what you want you fucking child. In the adult world you have to work for something if you want it. You're doing no work at all. You're just screaming and crying and pissing yourself like a toddler who doesn't get what they want. And instead of working for it you come here and ask for advice on how to destroy someones life for your childish reasons. Just leave it. Walk away. Grow up first

>>40693716
This is not about time, this is about your mind
Once you accept that a life without him would be inferior but it would still go on, you will have the maturity to try to reconcile
Let go of the obsession, let go of the desperation

>>40693733
I'm probably older than you, calling me a child and saying how I should just grow of it isn't going to change anything, I have a good normal life, I can get in a relationship if I want , just not with the person I want easy concept

There is nothing to work for it even if you say there is, what the fuck I'm supposed to work on?

>>40693739
I don't want the interior life without him, my life is already good is this this or just suicide, working this on and leaving this to be is a empty response to try to change my mind from what I need and want

>>40693758
You have to stop *needing* to get what you *want*
Never heard that craving a thing too much pushes the luck away?
I'm telling you to trust god with your obsession, to let it heal so you can also try to reconcile in the future

Think of an athlete that really wants to win a competition, even if he wants to train more, he needs to rest to not get hurt and unable to participate

OP, as someone who has loved, lost, and moved on, this is what I can tell you.

I thought of this person as the one thing that would fix everything in my life. It turns out it was me that needed to fix me, and I had to get off my ass to do it. You need to understand that in order to love someone, you need to live yourself first l, and often loving yourself means being patient with your flaws as you work on them. Only when you have a stable platform of love you've built for yourself can you build a stable relationship on it.

You also have to understand that relationships are two-way streets. Our significant others are not pets, they're people with the same free will as you, and no amount of magic in the world can change that. The beauty of real love is how it is mutual and deliberate; both parties could walk away at any time, but they choose each other out of care and devotion.

Whoever the object of your affections is, it sounds like you're not getting them back any time soon. The sooner you accept that reality, the faster you can learn to put it behind you. Turn your gaze onwards, focus on yourself. You don't need anyone to make you happy, since being happy is an internal emotion that ultimately YOU have control over.

It is okay to keep loving that person as long as you let them go. Personally, I still think about her fondly, and dream of holding her hand sometimes, or seeing the wrinkles of her smiling face. I've also accepted that she just didn't care for me the way I cared for her, and that it's likely someone else that is my destiny to love.

You don't have to act on this today. Perhaps not ever. But I hope you read it and internalize it. There is hope for yourself as long as you choose it. You WILL eventually feel better. Good luck.

>>40693747
>hey /x/ help me stalk this person
>hurr durr how am I supposed to work on myself
Yeah that checks out lol. You're a dangerous retard. Stay away from people until you learn how to behave

>>40693794
I don't have hope for myself I don't feel attracted to other people I don't feel anything for my mother or father, I don't feel love for pets or family members, I don't think I will cry if something happens to my brother, I never felt this way

I don't want a future without him and without a way to have him I just don't want to live
>>40693779
I already give it time and nothing happens what I'm supposed to do? There is nothing in my life that is really important to me, maybe getting a better job or something else but I don't care about life genuinely

>>40693836
What I'm supposed to work on? Why don't you tell me what is supposed to make me feel better and what a normal person is supposed to do? Is not like there is something else lacking in my life, I'm content with my life

>>40693840
I never had any pets so please don't think I hurt a animal or something like that

>>40693840
It's not time that you must give, but faith in yourself
Believe that you can feel love for more people, and that this will *help* your objectives
Let this obsessed worldview fade away, so you become a person who can have a healthy relationship

>>40693840
You'll have to build a reason to live then. I recommend taking some time in the woods, no more than 3 or 4 days. Don't stare at your phone the whole time, keep it away. Just try to think. It doesn't matter what you think about, him, you, whatever, just try to quiet all those external stimuli and commune with nature for a bit.

That should help stop the immediate feeling of crisis. Your brain is so overloaded with stimuli, especially in this day and age, that you likely neither fully understand your problem nor your path forward, you only see the panic and despair. There are other things out there. You existed before he was in your life, and you endure even now without him. Hopefully, some time to think will both calm your mind and reinforce what you do/don't know about the situation.

>>40693864
I don't think I have ever loved in my life before him, I had saw my parents fight divorce and other things and never felt anything, my brother and his issues my sister too, I never felt anything, I saw people close to me die and didn't cry, there is something wrong with me yes? Do it care? No

I don't have any more feelings and I doubt I will have them, how is a life completely without loving someone and then losing your only chance at feeling live taken away? Is like I have no soul anymore and he left me because he thought it will be better for me

>>40693873
I don't live any where close to the woods, existed without him in my life because I never felt anything for anybody and genuinely never had a crush or feelings, being alone without him is torture I don't know how I have kept myself alive, I tried to commit suicide after he left me and my parents stopped me , I saw my mother cry and I just felt nothing even in her face full of tears I couldn't feel anything

>>40693183 (OP)
You can’t force someone to love you. Maybe just try making yourself more desirable. People are attracted to things like looks, success, kindness, personality, intelligence, money, etc. Or, just find someone that likes you for who you are right now.

>>40693847
You are obviously not content with your life or you wouldnt have made this thread. Thats what you need to work on. Be independent. Don't let other people be responsible for your whole well-being. You have to find out the reason why you want this person so much and then work on that reason yourself - if you feel stuck, get help from friends and family. If you don't have those, see a therapist. Romantic partners aren't a substitute for this

>>40693877
That's why I said you must have faith in yourself, that there's other possibilities and everything will be fine

>>40693888
Find someplace quiet then. Listen to your thoughts, do not accept external stimuli. Try it right now. Your thoughts scream and scream, don't they? Try again, make them quiet. Try to hear what your thoughts say when they whisper. If you're struggling, try mentally picking out the sound furthest from you (like a passing car) and focus on that.

Do this for as long as you can. You'll find the silence unbearable at first. It may only be ten minutes that you can stand this. Try it and report back, see if your thoughts have sharpened at all.

>>40693183 (OP)
love isn't real
lust and egoism is real
so either become a useful tool for them (friend route) for them or become attractive enough for them to lust after you (being their crush route)

Unfortunately you can not really change your general attractiveness very much.
It basically boils down to face and height and markers of health (healthy glowing skin and hair).
hardlooks maxxing surgery is extremely risky many things can go wrong
I would not recommend it, it also doesn't solve the question of love, even lust is conditionally.

Now talking about magical means... I am not sure if itit works.
many people have tried love spells and failed miserably, some claim some suggest, but upon my closer investigation, their significant other was not that pretty or too much in love with them, why would you attract someone not so pretty if love spells would work etc.

Many people who try love spells report that It all wasn't as I expected it, "the love" was underwhelming and draining, I think the effort to maintain it is not worth it. or the love evoked is too much
And an obsessed lover can very quickly become psycho stalker which is not enticing in anyway
Also: Imagine someone only loves you because you put 70 percent of your energy daily in maintaining the energy that makes them "love you".
Super exhausting, not worth it, gets bland very quickly.

psychologically speaking, casting a love spell you are sort of saying to yourself that you are unloveable, and you have to DO something to get something, so you are basically saying. "what I am is just not enough" so I am gonna do xyz...
this is not really what having self respect and being good to yourself looks like.

Now ethically: trying to force someone to love you is extremely unethical.it's like abusive mind control
But I totally get your desperation, but i don't really think following your obsession is the answer.

Maybe you are neurodivergent, maybe you got BPD.
(forcing) "love" only numbs the issue temporarely

>>40693901
Therapy is just a hollow reply for those who don't want to help, I have been in therapy before knowing him, for issues of autism and never helped I felt the same as I did when starting therapy and ending therapy

>>40693919
>I am a willfully demonic freak who wants to enslave the person I "love" as my emotional support dog, a cluster B black hole of emotional energy, and you're not giving me what I want! feel bad!!

>>40693183 (OP)
You need to listen to the poem If by Rudyard Kipling. Although it talks about becoming a man, it’s not gender specific and is essentially a message to believe in yourself and your own ideas and to discover happiness and purpose within yourself.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=sqOgyNfHl1U

If you can do this, then the world will be yours and everyone will love you.

>>40693916
>so either become a useful tool for them (friend route) for them or become attractive enough for them to lust after you (being their crush route)

I can't talk to him hard blocked in everything possible

>Unfortunately you can not really change your general attractiveness very much

I'm attractive, said it before I had offers to form a relationship, I'm just not attracted to other people

>And an obsessed lover can very quickly become psycho stalker which is not enticing in anyway
Not something that bothers me

>>40693925
What was cluster b again? I'm too old for the tiktok terms

>>40693779
spiritual gaslighting.
obsession can be off putting, but that is only in social context, because it signals to the other person that nobody wants you, which makes you desperate so they assume there must be something wrong with you.

in all areas of live obsession often leads to break through success.
to be an successful athlete and put up with the training regiment, already requires extreme amounts of obsession.

also in love: if you are unattractive you are unattractive and no amounts of "not caring about them" "being indifferent" will make you appear more attractive.
on the other hand if you are an attractive model tier person if you are obsessed with someone, they will only feel they don't deserve it and work extra hard to be worthy of your obsession.
tl dr "stop needing to get what you want" is spiritual gaslighting
very neurotic and psychologically unhealthy

>>40693928
I listen to it and I unfortunately think it doesn't change anything in me, I have been like this all my life, I don't feel love for anyone, or want for everyone to love me, the first time I felt love was with him, I don't feel anything at all

>>40693931
>I can't talk to him hard blocked in everything possible
Well, how do you expect someone to love you if you basically saying you don't respect them and want to break their will and personality.
It's like being a male supremacist that want to reestablished arranged(forced) marriage.

>I'm attractive, said it before I had offers to form a relationship, I'm just not attracted to other people
You are obviously not attractive enough for the person who hard blocked you on everything.
I mean stay in the bargaining phase as long as you want but the process of grief will eventually lead to acceptance. Be good to yourself all the way.
It's not your fault and says nothing about your value if someone does or does not want you.

Also: Imagine you do a love spell and it totally works, how long do you think that will feel good?
how long until that nagging voice of doubt creeps into your heart and tells you that they don't really love you, but are just force to (be it by a spell, or whatever)
how is that not hurting yourself?
Again: got nothing to do with treating yourself with self respect,
it's just worthlessness and insecurity on sterorids..
Also if it would work you will likely lose respect of them very shortly after, because your subconcsciously feel you are worthless and if a worthless person can force a person to like them, you will lose respect for them: because you will associate them with something even below your own worthlessness.

Again: the root issue are psychological here and not a question of having or not having that lover

Have you tried goetia yet? Look, it’s really impossible to make someone 100% love you forever(at least to my knowledge), but you CAN make then think about you again, want to make sex about you, dream with you, increase the odds of finding the person etc. Search goetia, it’s a fairly good demonic magical system, it works, just don’t get in love with the abrahamic part

>>40693963
TEACH ME ANON TEACH ME WHATEVER IT TAKES

>>40693960
>You are obviously not attractive enough for the person who hard blocked you on everything.

The reason of the break up wasn't how I look or what, it was because I tried killing myself, I tried telling him that it wasn't his fault and I didn't want to die because he did something wrong

>how long until that nagging voice of doubt creeps into your heart and tells you that they don't really love you, but are just force to (be it by a spell, or whatever)
how is that not hurting yourself?

I will at least have him with me , he will at least talk to me

>>40693943
Well sadly that’s the only way. If you only focus on other people and your desires and get too caught up in things of this nature, you’ll be trapped forever.

>>40694005
Is it perchance the fact I just can't feel anything at all?

>>40693991
To me that sounds a lot like BPD. But I am not an expert.

> it was because I tried killing myself
why even? were you not happy with him?

> I tried telling him that it wasn't his fault
Yeah I get that. But also try to understand his perspective.
its extremely overwhelming and emotionally exhaustive, chances are he doesn't know how to deal with that and it is too much for him.

I mean maybe he just wanted to be himself around you but then he felt he must be extra cautious
Saying: "I didn't want to die because he did something wrong"
kinda could imply that you would kill yourself if he did something wrong, which is emotional blackmail and manipulation.
I mean I think it is totally understandable that he wants to escape dynamics like that.

If you are suicidal please get professional help asap.
It's absolutely no shame in getting help when it truly matters.
Be good to yourself. And don't blame yourself for what happened, you obviously carry some trauma with you that would have erupted sooner or later.
Best course of action now: work on that trauma, get professional help if you feel suicidal. relax an give everything time,
And try to tap into acceptance: maybe he is not the one for you, maybe it was not meant to be, maybe there will be someone else.
you can't tell, you can only accept for now and prepare for future possibilities.


if you will suicidal: Do not kill yourself.
I repeat: do not kill yourself.
Instead get professional help, take your time and get well

>>40693943
Think of it like Gollum and Aragorn from Lord of the Rings. Both are in love, yet both are different. Gollum loves the ring, and his love is possessive, corrosive, and isolating. It’s not even really love, it’s addiction masquerading as devotion. He’s consumed by his desire, hollowed out by it until he becomes a shadow of who he was, twisted by longing. He’s undesirable and unlovable, he’s essentially a monster.

Aragorn, in contrast, he’s in love with Arwen and he embodies integrated love. He’s wise, balanced, and grounded in purpose beyond himself. His love doesn’t enslave, it liberates. He cares deeply, but not desperately. He’s a person with all his core aspects working in unison. He’s confident, yet not overly so, he has humility, he believes in himself and others too, he’s human and not some monster. People are drawn to him, not because they’re scared of him, but because they respect and care about him. You need to be more like Aragorn and less like Gollum.

>>40694042
>It was because I tried killing myself why even? were you not happy with him?

I was very happy with him he was everything and only good in my life, the problem why I wanted to die is that I couldn't get a job and that my parents wanted to present some of their son's friends to me

>>40694226
You wanted kill yourself over some bullshit job? That doesn't sound very psychological healthy. I think you should really consider on unpacking some underlying trauma and deal with some possible issues of shame and worthiness.
I am not saying that you or your feelings are wrong,
I am just saying it hints at that you are under quite a lot of dramatic pressure in regards to sense of self worth.
It is okay for you to just be you, you do not have to perform or be useful to be worthy of life.

Be good to yourself, don't let anyone or anything shame you into doing anything.

>>40693183 (OP)
>can and I will do anything to get the person I want
Groom yourself so you look representable, but dp not take yourself too seriously.
You CAN NOT show the hoes your occult and esoteric knowledge or artifacts.

Just be yourself (if yourself is attractive, interesting and capable of creation (magic using the physical world)).
Normalfags don't know that creation is magic, so just play dumb that it's just a physical process.

>>40693794
By far the best reply in the thread.

>>40693840
>i dont feel anything for anyone
Bruh. Take it from someone way older than you. I think you have deeper problems than just trying to get a guy back. That guy, even if you get it back, won't fix the void inside of you and the fact that you feel nothing for yourself or others around you. I know I'm wasting my time trying to explain this but oh well

>>40694245
I needed the job to help me go live with him, at least to rent a apartment and live with him
>>40694265
I look presentable
>>40694266
He was the first time I felt anything, when he laugh I laughed too, Is just a Inexplicable feeling that I never had before

>>40693183 (OP)
if you are a woman then try putting your love juices in sweets and feeding them to the man you love
when they say the path to a man's heart is through the stomach they mean it

>>40694283
He will never let me get close to him being honest

>>40694277
>I needed the job to help me go live with him, at least to rent a apartment and live with him
Newsflash: In life sometimes things do not work out as we wish or have planned.
But that is no reason to kill oneself. Get a grip

>>40694277
>He
Why are you gay?

>>40694300
I'm a woman
>>40694294
I still need him

>>40694314
How long were you with him?

>>40693183 (OP)
Try intention. Also, getting someone specific to like you might be harder than getting a general, similar person instead.

>>40694314
>I still need him
For what? To validate a certain self image or sense of worth or identity?
My opinion on this you would me much better off if you learn to get that from yourself.
It would also make you less overwhelming for your future partners.

>>40694325
8 months
>>40694333
How? Is there any archive I can browse for ? Or generally a way to get more information in the theme? Is okay if it is hard I will do it for him

>>40694338
I don't want future partners is that concerns you I have rejected people that declared their love for me, I need him because I love him and I want to love him all my life

>>40694341
You looking for a master in The Book of Abramelin?

>>40694314
>I'm a woman
YWNBAW, also tits or gtfo.

>>40694345
I search up the book, what are the best ways to find what I need? I'm sorry I'm very beginner in this

>>40694344
Future partners could possibly contain him.
he is not your partner right now, he left and blocked you. come to terms with reality or don't.
I have given you the tools. rest is on you. good luck

>>40694353
The Book of Abramelin isn't easy. You have to do the things in the book to a T, even so, there's no guarantee. I don't know as much about it as I would like. If you wanna go the dangerous route, put an ad out looking for a master in the art.

>>40694341
>How?
Here's a good source http://files.catbox.moe/2xllm0.pdf

>>40694314
Okay I will give you a serious answer.
If you are a woman (don't believe you but I will entertain the thought of it) then you should find value in yourself outside of you appearance.
You may be beautiful and it's a good thing, but you should not build your entire world around it.
Your beauty will fade and you will become the old hag in the future (nothing to be afraid of or hate. It is just how the world works).
You need to have a personality, to be interesting and have something to both give and take (not material things but speak with or about).
Find something you enjoy (preferably something where you create rather than consume) and go with it.
Don't go too deep into a career instead of having children.
Be a daughter, wife and mother.
Care for your family, but have a hobby of sorts which could or couldn't be monetized.
Don't act as a white, but don't be restrained when it comes to your future husband.

>>40693580
Op needs time to grow up. Simply.

>>40694377
>Don't act as a whore, but don't be restrained when it comes to your future husband.
sorry autocorrect.

>>40694377
The only reason why I wanted a job was to be able to help him pay rent before we get a house I didn't want to be a burden for him

>>40694657
It's good that you want to help economically, but remember to don't get stuck in the corporate life.
As a woman you are to be a wife and mother.

As far as I understand, the cruel reality is that for it to have a chance of working, you'd have to stop desiring it to work.

You are pathetic and retarded. If this is how much you debase yourself it might be in your best interest to kill yourself. There is no magick that will give you what you want with your attitude to life and to others' advice. Die.

You're looking at 75% of the replies looking to make confuse you MORE or are just as lost themselves. Go open your heart to someone who genuinely cares about you and your happiness. Not here

I’ve tried a few love spells. They “work” on the heart and emotions. Not the will though. So my ex wife (technically still married) can’t stop staring at me whenever I’m around. I can feel her love. But she refuses to admit it (yet). I love this woman more than anything in the entire world. I’d give everything up for her. She
>only wants things platonic for the kids
And I’ll cast a love spell, I’ll feel it work, and I can tell she’s thinking about me, i know she’s talking shit about me, but she’ll refuse me every step of the way. Its fucked up. I don’t get it.

>>40695247
>So my ex wife (technically still married) can’t stop staring at me whenever I’m around. I can feel her love. But she refuses to admit it (yet)

I think a lot of men are just delusional. I had guys say shit like that to me, they can tell I want them, the way I look at them or whatever. And I genuinely felt nothing or even slight disgust.

>>40695252
It’s not delusional thinking. I’m hot af. I make a lot of money. My right ear rings constantly and I’ll be reminded of her. If she’s disgusted, I have a story:
>go back to family court for the 999th time
>lawyer instructs me in private to go out through the judges chambers after court so to not cause arguments
>her husband leaves through the main doors as per usual
>I go out the way I was instructed and she followed me right out to my car.
>I turned around and was like “wrong man honey” and left.

>>40695268
NTA but I actually had something similar happen to me. Women will swear up and down how disgusted they are at you, but they will follow you like a lost puppy.
>”hes so gross I just hate him”
>here let’s file restraining orders!
>go to where they live and call the police for him being too close!!!
Women are insane.

>>40695331
It's time for the xyloxidine and a full re-lesson

...

Would ya?

>>40695268
You are delusional. You sound borderline schizo even like "my ear rings and it reminds me of her, I know she wants me, why doesn't she follow through???"

Go search yourself for goetia, search for books like Dr Rudd one and Crowley, if you have trouble to see the demons (yes, you should be able to see them 100%), search how to do remote viewing and things on that nature, search for the materials of the CIA on that matter, you will find the Monroe Institute documents with CIA there, but don’t lose your time with their useless public audios (don’t work), there is material even on youtube on pratical remote viewing, but true gold is a little bit more hidden, however if you stop asking fags on the internet and start search the things I said, if you are smart you will find it… Learning remote viewing and influencing may take you years depending on who you are (probably) and in the end you will stop being the bratty you are because of all the work or you will have killed yourself in the middle out of frustration. Good Luck

>>40693558
Disgusting moralfag

>>40693630
Predators are fucking based and you're a spineless moralfag

>>40693656
Cuck

>>40693183 (OP)
you might think that person is special, but you can fnd other people who are special just in different ways, i know your feeling i recently did something HORRIBLE and lost my connection with the nicest and friendliest person i 've me in my entire life, but there are other wonderful people out there

>>40693183 (OP)
If you sell your soul for true love you find out that it can be one sided. Sure the other person loves having someone who will do anything for them but ya I had to learn the hard way. You can't force love.

>>40693183 (OP)
Marriage (if you are a virgin)

>>40693183 (OP)
>force
>love
have you tried not being a cunt?

>>40695583
I'm a virgin and I was keeping my virginity for him
>>40696001
No
>>40695212
I don't have such person I thought I had a good friend some days ago and he confessed his love to me

>>40695574
I don't want to meet someone else, I don't want it if it isn't him
>>40694719
I know I just wanted to help anon

I have too many anxieties about my future, i know i should not think negatively or be pessimistic because at best case scenario it's useless and will bring no good, but i have always been the negative type of guy, i recently read Nevilla Goddard and i am going to follow his "method" i am still not convinced with any of this paranormal stuff hence notions such as "your thoughts can influence reality" sound silly to my materialistic brain, but i have no other option might as well try and be confident in my self and imagination during practice sessions
Thank you for reading my blog.

>>40693593
first thing is to go to a therapist and do some work on your Borderline personality disorder.

>>40693651
and yet you are willing to put him through that again "if anything bad happens" this is not love, it is obsession, self absorbtion, infatuation, codependency. But it is not love.

>>40693919
figure out what he symbolizes to you, that you have suppressed in your own nature.

>>40693963
you are the worst kind of trash.

I have started dating someone who is perfect for who I pretend to be because I thought they were the type of person I should be with. It is not worth it. Be with the person who you like who likes you back. Thats it. Don't win them, don't make them what you want. Don't make yourself what they want.

>>40695247
I wander why she left you. lol

>>40696731
>>40696741
I have been tested for borderline and I didn't have it, just autism I have been in treatment for autism for the majority of my life and never felt something changed my, even with medication and therapy

>>40696739
If something bad happens what?
>>40696743
He was the first and only time I felt happy, I could listen to him day and night and everything was so well about him, how he laugh and how he talk
>>40696757
I don't think I can like any other person I had close friends but never felt anything about them

Hey youre autistic. Can you answer a question? I'm in love with an autist but we lost contact over a year. I believe they love me too. Should I get back in touch with them or is it worse to contact them after not contacting them for a while? I didn't ghost them but my living situation didnt let me contact them for a while (homelessness). I dont want to upset them as i was a focus of their fixation before losing touch. Would they want me to?

>>40697200
Contact them, they will want you too, believe in yourself and go for them

>>40697277
Its not really about belief in myself or not. If they got over me I think that would be good for them. Also they had autistic meltdowns repeatedly because I didn't contact them via threatening self harm, saying I dont care, etc. And to bring it all back around to the paranormal they also might turn me into a ghost if I conacted them and theyre still upsetty spaghetty

>>40697323
Well I don't know I will tell you to contact them because well is what I wish would happen to me

>>40693558
Extreme and unjustifiable response. I'm assuming you've had some kind of traumatic experience in the past to warrant this reaction, if so you have my sympathy, but not for your comment.

>>40693183 (OP)
Hi, Anon, controlling people against their own will, even if it's from a place of genuine love, is simply wrong and unjustifiable. This is not the way to go about this. Instead, as many others have mentioned here already, you should instead work on yourself in order to naturally and consentually attract your desired partner. I recommend getting a lot of Sunlight to help with your mental health, it's very important.

But please learn to accept people's own wishes and let it be and move in after a certain point. If you truly loved this individual, that's exactly what you should do. Thanks.

>>40693558
But all in all, I agree with you. Being a predator is a terrible and disgusting thing. But also telling people to off themselves is also bad too, in my personal opinion. This is not the way to go about this. Thanks for understanding.

Please make sure to get plenty of Sunlight, it helps to heal and strengthen the body, mind, and Soul. Thank you.

>>40693183 (OP)
Use rituals and prayer to enter a relationship with a spirit. I'm sorry but with the level of "emotional downloading" and deep emotional intimacy a spiritual connection offers, earthbound people cannot compare.
t. spirit romance enjoyer

>>40699359
OP is a straight up spiritual witch and wants witchcraft. every single society in history burnt these creatures alive before the demonic nonsense of Legion in their head could drag their societies into hell with them. I mean, just look at this thread. 135 simp "I'll fix her" posts and she's just as obstinate about being an amoral obsessed piece of shit who wants to enslave someone's soul. she refuses to change and is like a prion that can only corrupt other people. there's no solution to these people but violence and telling them to kill themselves is not just morally justified, but a moral imperative for the continuation of humanity.

Ay sis is this guy really all that? Is he such a damn cutie? Can you set me up with him?