>>532081951
for takuei dubcon my thoughts usually center around CoA. i think of takumi thinking hes fixed eito and projects his idea of happiness onto him, doing normal bro bonding activities with him until it escalates sexually because takumi realizes eito will never say no, will keep his mouth shut and is easy to 'practice' with because he still has eyes for nozomi. obviously dubious because eito is supposed to be brainwashed and he doesnt want to say yes, but he has to. tells himself it'll make takumi hurt worse when he eventually betrays him again because if their relationship progressed past being friends + takumi took advantage of him, it would make him feel like a reaal piece of shit

and with eitaku i think of takumi letting eito take advantage of him because he thinks he deserves it. eito typical manipulation where everything that happened was takkuns fault and the constant stress he puts up with everyday makes him too tired to fight back and he accepts it. still clings onto the eito he thought he knew in his first 100 days so heyy maybe its not that bad even if he doesnt want it because eito probably feels worse being aroused by a filthy human