took a three day from subs and took some today, finally feeling something for the first time in weeks, very subtle tho, i wish i had the fortitude to go a few weeks without it so i could hit some tramadol or something and actually catch a nod, i miss life when i first started taking pain killers, that first time trying codeine was magic, the water left over from the CWE was vile but nodding out on the porch smoking some weed made me feel like every nerve in my body was having an orgasm, i would kill to feel like that again