In my religious community, the virgins bully the non-virgins for tainted and impure. Happens in your country?

I got a fleshlight for the first time and filled it with olive oil. It honestly feels like a 10/10 bj. I feel like a complete loser after finishing, but I hate dealing with women. I have practically no romantic interest in them. I am otherwise a normal guy (degree, decent job, I workout, etc.). Only way I can rationalize dating again is if the girl is really hot, adding social status when we go out in public. Will I regret thinking like this?

>tell girl you love her
>she is such in awww that she has sex with you

Is it really this easy? Worked twice for me (I am a beginner)

If you are a conservative and do not have children, what exactly are you conserving?