I'm twice your age, but know the feeling completely. I know I'm supposed to stop hurting my body and living like shit, but there's just no point, and I'm tired of everything, and my body also wants to die along with me. Every pain and new health or body problems makes me feel worse, and worse I feel the more I abuse my body with booze, food, complete lethargy, etc.

You'll probably need to see a doctor for your lung If it's that bad. I smoke like a chimney and have occasional lung pain if I smoke a lot, but I dont cough up blood, just tar sometimes.

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no. Some faggot called me mexican and my jimmies are rustled