It's been a year since I graduated high school, now im 19 years old and struggling to find or keep a job.
My family thinks im just a piece of junk their letting live in their house.
I've been trying hard to look for a job but I feel like it'll only take a miracle to land one.
It's been since April that I got fired from this warehouse that my mom and older brother got me in, we used to work in the same place till I got fired for lack of performance and a miscommunication with a leader, she thought I was giving attitude when I was just tired from working 2pm-11pm every day.
When my girlfriend's dad found out, he got pissed at me for not finding a job and then cut my gifted phones mobile data a week ago.
Now I feel like just leaving this home and stop being a burden to my family, but I feel like this might break my girlfriend, she has severe anxiety and depression and I've seen her the saddest when I wasn't able to be with her through half of October last year due to me being in the psych word for suicidal thoughts.
I just don't know what else to do if I go through my plan, I got this gym pass for a college nearby as well as this card for church food donations each month. But I just don't know what will happen if I go through. I don't want to be a bother to anyone anymore.