>>33287633
M, biggest regret desu is trying alcohol and drugs.
Shit is ruining my fucking life still lol. I'm fucked up rn. Can't function, hold down a job, stay on my bipolar meds or do anything really while I'm in this state.
I went from a gifted kid with the best grades in my highschool interviewing at Cambridge etc. to homeless addict and then janitor.
My ex left me, my family kicked me out so I was homeless, my sister keeps me around out of pity more than anything else, I alienated all my friends, failed out of college and lost a really good scholarship, fucked up good jobs, the list goes on...
This shit really will ruin your life if you're not careful. I implore you all to stay on the straight and narrow and channel your energies and ideas into productive purusits, whatever tf they might be. Anything is better than the bottom of a bottle