>>534306562
Come to terms with your 'tism. See it as both a curse and a blessing.
Try to go outside more often. Even if its just taking a walk. Try looking at flowers, the trees or just the clouds. Just moving around will help you cope with depression. Source - literally me
Think about why you're a loser. Then think of ways on how to solve that problem. If you see it as a problem.

Life is pointless only to those who cannot be arsed to come up with a point for living.
I think just existing and seeing what happens next is a reason enough to keep living, even if it is 'wasting' my time.
2026 isn't too far away, so that's one thing to look forward to.

There's always things to live for, but YOU yourself have to figure it out, nobody else. YOU are in charge of what happens to you.