>>33218534
I was watching jem and the holograms and freefonix the other night and had a realisation - in our world people are essentially split into two categories, the prepsies and the misfits. The prepsies have harmonic resonance on their side, and the universe will help to convert their actions into societal and social successes and develop pleasant patterns, so there is a positive interia when they "work hard" to build a peaceful life. If you are lumped in with the misfits however you are going against the grain when you attempt this and the universe will atonally clash and create tears and scars in your life tapestry. Thus sometimes it is best not to fight your true nature but rather allow the chaos and atonality to channel through you so that there is a complementary ying and yang effect to the energy of the prepsies
>>33218544
Eloquently put; I am aware, I fucked it and let her down. Chaos harbingers like myself are not suited to dating, hence I'm back in my villain era