I don't mean to start a satanic panic, but basically I used to be really fit and do martial arts, when I came home I would drink heavily and listen to satanic heavy metal bands such as mercyful fate as well as watch pornography.

I started experiencing paranormal shit and lost control of my mind. I've had about 5 schizophrenic episodes since 2019, which is just pure terror. For example I will be in a bad state of mind and start seeing stuff like very vivid realistic bugs on the glasses I drink from as well as hear constant voices in the corner of my room, claiming to be from the Goddess Isis amongst other demons.

She said my problem is that i'm really stupid which I don't dispute but that's not the point.

I will have terrifying nightmares every night involving a lot of gory images, and a demon himself will torture me and I can very vividly feel pain in the dream.

I will have near constant sleep paralysis too where literal demons are stabbing me with their clawed fingers.

I'm on full benefits because when I have an episode I don't function, i'm now really fat and an alcoholic when I used to break records for rowing at my gym.

I can barely think or envision now because I think I have a demon, he always turns my mind vision into something monsterous. It makes it hard to sleep.

I'm a sagittarius so everything is mega rape with me including music I put my headphones on and listen to it at full volume having the time of my life until this happened.

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