Borrowing my mum's laptop to apply for some jobs; looking for a wallpaper first. I run arch on my own desktop and debian on my laptop though.

>graduate uni(CS), get a decent job
>move to a new town, no friends
>get into a cycle of playing vidya and wanking while smoking weed all day
>become less functional over the course of 5 years
>no longer performing my job properly
>tension building in relationship over my issues
>lose job
>lose gf
>move back in with parents
>been unemployed now for a year

Only stopped the cycle recently, with the aide of a lot of mental health help. Being sober and clear thinking for the first time in 5 years has really made everything crash for me. I'm lonely; I cut off my friends over the years. I don't have a job and have a lot of anxiety about getting back into work. I have no real hobbies. I have nothing to show for my 20's. I'm restless, bored, anxious and lonely all the time. All of these thoughts and feelings have been building for years and I think I need to feel them now to get off my ass.


>>8104391
Biggest downside is you can't play FPS games that use kernel level anticheat. Hunt still works though.

>>8105559
someone I know IRL worked front of house for a few years, then in the kitchen for a few more. Currently she's prepping to do a course that will teach her to help set up new restaurants and get them off the ground.