>>40831579
I'm an absolute layman but I still have a strong desire to get into this for whatever reason.
I'm 20 years old and a highschool dropout but I have a fairly good understanding of calculus. I'll check out PBS.
I realise more everyday how little I know despite people telling me I'm "intelligent for my age" and all that boomer shit. I would like to become as smart as you

>>40803309
for motivation and reason? no clue. I have no clue whatsoever. maybe it wanted to poke and probe you for giggles. maybe it was a serious sort of health checkup we all get along the way. maybe it is how flowers in our garden only see us a few times, and we look so much different than all the other creatures. to them, we might be the only human they ever see.

Saint Terry can explain it best

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KlV9GvzRFs0