babe... stop holding a whole group accountable for the actions of individuals. you notice how you don't do that for your group? you wouldn't wear the same outfit when it was your turn, i know that for sure. fix your heart babe. i'm great for you and you're lucky for it. you got mixed up by the internet, you put your hope into a vessel doomed to sink. lost causes aren't romantic, they're pathetic and foolish. stop clinging to one, especially one as twisted as yours. you found comradery and acceptance, but you won't find victory or satisfaction. take it for what it was and move on. take the loss instead of watching the ground beneath your feet crumble, because eventually you'll find yourself alone and isolated and unable to connect to anyone but other sad lost fools. you got to ride high for 6 months, what comes next is disappointment after disappointment as the curtain lifts and you find out it was all a show. you still have faith now, this is probably falling on deaf ears. but watch and learn. i say this because i love you, i want you with me and i don't want you learning the hard way. you still need time, i can see that in you, but remember these words, not as an "i told you so," but as another assurance that someone out there knows what you're going through and is ready to help you when you're ready to ask for it. you don't need a struggle to find meaning. you can have sweet victory whenever you want it. happiness is in the heart, not at some destination, let me fill yours with it.

told you guys today was auspicious. wait until the full moon.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2_uwE0WkM7Y