>>40748178
Still, you shouldn't be PRO-suicidal. That's crazy psychotic. Legitimately should be tried for murder as spouses are tried if they say, "Kill yourself." Never do that shit.

Never ever do that shit. Love life further. Hate it now, but love it further down the line. You will have a garden for yourself. Now here I go being positive.

God, I hate your Feddy shit. Just stop with these see-through threads. We all see what you're doing, we all see your intentions, we all know the types of persons you've preying on. You're disgusting vermin.

>>40732300
>I want to keep sinning
I want to, also. And I haven't swam in vomit but I've scraped and eaten my dinner off the floor when I was drunk because I didn't want to waste it. That represents such a mindset of filth and drunkenness in my life that God saw. He saw me do that shit. And though I'm not a priest...
>I know that hurts God and that makes me feel sad and a little bit scared
I wouldn't worry about this. As soon as you make that shift towards, "I'll try," like I did -- and I'm not perfect -- he shines.

The problem is God is subtle. He gives you little bits of shine, little bits of light and they're nothing compared to the surge of pleasure you get from Satan's devices. I am a sinner just like you are. I look for the same. We love sex, or we love alcohol. We love pride. But we're also smart.

We won't listen to false preachers. We listen to the Word. We know what he says. I think you know what he says and he knows you know what he says. Etc. Etc.

***He's watching in a way that's very personal and he knows your righteous intentions, even if they don't play out.***

>>40518979

I just want the landlord to stop calling.