>>510349202
idk just drowned 1/3rd of a bottle of gin i had left and had a beer. still 4 beers. left. monday 1pm. Alcohol is based. I fucking hate life. I fucked 2 bitches this weekend. One girl from London, Ontario and another one from Berlin. I live in Berlin fwiws. Every weekend is the same shit. Just emptiness. Drugs, Alcohol and meaningless sex. I am 38 and my ex gf is 26 and I fucking hate her with all my guts. What has life come to? Idk. Alcohol keeps me sane in this world.