Please ignore this if you're just gonna be rude.

Ive been on Hrt for like 1.5 years now and just now starting to feel weird about it.

Im 27 and not socially transitioning (still 'male'). Ive felt very happy with my progress so far and didnt have any doubts until recently. But lately Ive been feeling kinda distraught about my chest. Im actually very proud of my chest and figure but I just feel like I wasn't meant for this.

I felt fine before I wanted to go swimming with some friends and had to figure out how to hide my boobs. Being a male and feeling like I need to hide my chest all the time is stressful. I know a big part of it is because its a large secret I'm hiding. Another big part of it is that I did like having a flat chest, and I knew that going into this. I considered through all the possible side effects and changes but I really thought I felt secure in this. Ive never taken such a big risk, much less felt regret over it. So Idk what Im going to do now.

A big part of me wants to find a reason to keep going. Another part of me would be happy to stop stressing like this.

If you've had similar feelings and are "not trans" please share your story tysm.